esther

2009-11-15T14:14:00.011+08:00

I'm glad its over!

YAY YAY YAY!
A pity that till today my Lion King still suck.
Who cares? Its overrrrrrrr!
I'll just have to buck up next time! ( Seven more months to improve )

Thanks to my family, alumnis and friends(esp Shaun!) who came down to support yea.
Sorry to disappoint you guys though!
I will remember what Siraj and Fayyad said (:
They had the best encore. (hahaha)

No flowers but potato chips. First time eh?

I love lepak-ing at macs with A, John and Yee hui.
I love lepak-ing at macs with Hafiz, ahbang, Yee Hui and John too. :D

Let the photos do the talking.

My auntie. hahaha!

Nazri, you are so not the son.My super adorable yet naughty juniors.

The only three girls left in percussion.

I miss my super alumnis! Best ahbang!

This photo was super hard to get.

Look at my damn heavy eye bags.I love star family! :D

2009-11-12T20:02:00.003+08:00

Damn you no originality biatch.

I didn't like you from the start already and now you are doing things to agitate me further.
Whats your damn motive?
Get your own blogging style.
Wahlao eh. Are you primary six or what?!
In my memory, only primary school kids do these stuff.
You are sec threeeeee. like HELLO!?

Get a life. Don't make me HATE you even more.
Yes, its you! YOU YOU! TADA!

2009-11-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

Stressed. Shitty. Scared.

Bang the wall.

Band Camp is finally over.
I get to rest more (actually no difference). BECAUSE, I'm still very tired.
The first day was filled with rehearsals(afternoon),formations(evening) and game planning(midnight).
Yea. So I was extremely tired and I was completely knocked out.

The second day was filled with more rehearsals and formations.
With a little bit of crying and more game planning.
Plus a little spice of conflicts.(childish) HAH!
Shan't comment much about it.
Had our star family girls' night talk. FUN. I think we got more bonded already. (:
See! The Sec Three girls are so bonded unlike... hahaha!

The third day was all about games.
Thanks Fayyad for coming down so early to help me with my drum set.
Fun, tiring and successful.
I love the scissors, paper, stone game. haha. All of our butts got bruised. heh.
Group two; Shinchan! :D
We had our very cute and sexy mascot.
Yeapaye~ We won seconddddddddddd! Very good already(:
We the sec threes performed too.
Had a fun time and the best part was the pouring of flour on Miss Chang. HAHA!

The scariest thing in this camp was the black out during our bath time.
I will never bathe with only two people in the toilet. Freaking scary and dark.

The fattest thing we did was to eat supper continuously for three days.
Our supper consists of instant noodles, potato chips and more tidbits.
Gahh. I need to burn them away. So unhealthy!

I want the entire collection of Mac donald's happy meal toy. (HAHA!)

I'm giving up. I know I cannot make it this time.
And I am not going to deceive myself like how you people lie to me.
I know you guys just wanna make me feel better.

2009-11-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm a w-e-a-k-l-i-n-g.

This week is really a very very busy week.
Extra lessons which seem to be of no purpose because I don't get a thing about what the teachers had been saying.
I think the most productive lesson was CHINESE!
Can you believe it ? HAH!
Next was Chemistry which I managed to catch a little.
E.Math was okay but A.Math is terrible.
I don't understand chapter twleveeeeeee! Which means I'm dead.
Mr Goh will be our new Math teacher and I'm so not used to him. Shiats man.
New notes system (I don't like). No stories. D:

I'm disappointed in myself thoroughly.
Compare my standard with the previous batches'. I think I suck.
WL! I forgot how to march and play at the same time. DIE!
I wish S_______ was back here to scold my section.
To force them to practice and to bring my section to a greater height.
I don't want to be the meanie. ):

I think I'm not going to enjoy this camp at all.
I've got a gut feeling that I will miss home. (For the first time)

Piles of homework and project undone.
I think I'm thinking too much. God Bless Me.

I cannot wait for 28th November.
When the break finally comes...

2009-11-01T19:02:00.003+08:00

The tiniest things will brighten up my day.

I am optimistic.
I'm all prepared for next week.
I will persevere!
My section will be ready for concert by end of band camp.
I WILL PAY MY FULLEST ATTENTION DURING LESSONS!
Whack me to wake me up (:

Had a good swim this morning with P.
Babe, remember to do your stretching next time. HAHA.
Slacked around watching teevee and now I'm waiting for my delicious dinner.

I am going to start on my Holiday assignment after dinner.
I am going to be very hardworking.

THANKS to ____ (for making mua happy)
Pearlyn for your company today and yesterday.
You for showing me your dp. Idk why am I so happy but yea. (I want it)
Momsie for cooking my fave dish
Sissie for the watermelon.

ahhh. I feel so pampered. :D

2009-10-30T18:24:00.003+08:00

SIGH!

I don't like to be left alone.
I don't like to do things by myself.
I don't want to take care of the section alone.
I'm afraid that I cannot handle the section.
I don't like to be abandoned.

This is crap.
Total bullshit.
ONE WEEK IS UNBEARABLE.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - Touchy touched touched (:
Fayyad - Yea. I will for the sake of my section. You stay happy ya!
(: - hahaha.
Pearlyn - HAHA! Nice mah.
Yee Hui - ): I v sad!
John - Ya ya be BOF with that damn lizard. I will hate you like how I hate lizards for leaving the section to me.
Neltharion - haha. Your mum is super !

2009-10-28T17:38:00.002+08:00

Totally non- describable.

I don't know how to answer your questions because I don't even know the answers myself.
Sigh. My mood is very unpredictable nowadays.
One moment I'm happy another I'm sad.

Anyway, I was thinking when will be the day that something exciting will happen to me.
TADA!
When I came home today, I saw a lizard on the wall.
I moved and it ran to my roses.
I moved again and it ran into the wardrobe through that tiny hole.
I FREAKED OUT and I messaged my mom.
Miracles do happen eh?
She came back almost immediately to start our battle with the lizard.
We used like metal rulers, bamboo sticks, plastic bag etc to chase the lizard away.
But that stupid idiotic lizard refused to come out of my wardrobe.
Its brown, small and ugly. The smaller lizards are, the creepier they get.

I made a trip down to the dentist to tighten my braces.
HAHA! On the way, I bought some sticky pad thing to trap the lizard (:
But it was of no use. WHY? Because the damn lizard went into the keyboard box.
I open the box and true enough the lizard ran out.
Pass my fingers. I screammmmmmmmmmmed like Idk what.
It was very comical and funny.
I should've taken a video eh?

Its out of my room, out of my house and I'm very happy.

Right... What am I going to do during the holidays ?

Have band practices until both the concerts are over. *excited*
Go on study dates with Shin Ying. (Who wants to study with mua?)
Burn my fats (swimming and jogging(?) )
Outings and more outings
Shaleh. HAHAHA!!

I need to study. I need to prepare myself. (Not trying to be kiasu)
I want to get back to TOP FIFTEEN!

2009-10-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

I never felt so wow in the midst of trouble before.

Our first Saturday band was extremely tiring.
Maybe I haven't got accustom to the long hours of band.
Committee meeting, section meeting etc etc.
I am very glad to have a section with understanding juniors.

Sorry if John and I ever have to come down hard on you and force you guys to improve in such a short time. We really don't have much choice.
I believe we will make it! Together as a section! :D
PS : Don't be over mischievous "lehszxzx".

We had marching under the very bright yellow sun.
I am still dehydrated even though I drank like IDK how many bottles of water.
I'm quite moody during marching but thanks Yazid for entertaining mua.
Exhausted ~

Church was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. Really.
Firstly, there wasn't any spoilers.

Secondly, the pastor preached shared many motivating life stories.
He's a Sri Lankan and he told us about the terrorism, how people got killed, how people survived.
A miracle happened to me(considered).
Thanks Qian Yi and Qiu Ru for their prayer. :D
I shall grumble less and be contented.

Thirdly, LOW QIU RU CAME!
Super happy to see her. We haven't been talking since ages(SEC 1!?!).

The trip home was an enjoyable one.
Talked about our "adventures" and "discoveries". HAHA!
Had a good laugh on the bus.
Sorry I didn't join you babes for supper. Weak stomach eh.
Probably will tag along with you two next week!

Yeap. "God will make a wayyyyyy, where there seems to be no wayyyy"

2009-10-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

A supposedly happy day.

I'm supposed to be happy that I am successfully promoted to sec 4.
I'm supposed to be happy that I got what I always longed for since sec 1.
I'm supposed to be happy that I finally found the drink I missed.

Why must it happen now and not after concert ?
I am at a total lost and I think that I'm a real failure.
I know this is beyond my control but I can't help feeling hurt.
I've spent two years teaching you with almost all my love and care.
You are like a sister saying goodbye to me.
One gone after another. Please don't tell me there will be a next one.
You know how bonded our section is. Or rather used to be. It is really very saddening.
Sigh. You are my best player and I really need you to help me out.
Yea... I know its not your fault and this might not be what you want.
Well. This is another lesson for me to learn from and to overcome difficulties I guess.
Replacements? Where do I find them?
Lion King. POTO. WISC. Formation.
I hate it. I'm tired of trying.
Thank God that I still have John and others and I wish you all the best (:

I know I'm emotional but thats how I work.
SuperEsther will try to be strong(: (thank you)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Adi - Oops. A little late! I know you do not want your dad to suffer from diarrhea.
Shin Ying - AHAHA! Too much fun will cause burns. I'm sun burnt! And the damn funny umbrella incident.
Yue Qin - You will mehhhhhhhhhhh?
John - HAHA! JOHN! how how how? My mind if full of hows.
Lynn - Thanks (:

2009-10-21T16:52:00.009+08:00

Its like how a baby first learns to crawl then walk and followed by run.

We got back all our examination results.
I thank God that I passed every single subject.
However, there will not be any harvest if seeds were not sown.
I think I grew strong because I didn't cry when I received my Chemistry results.
It was really like plunging from the top to the bottom of the deep blue sea.

Band resumed and I found joy in playing the timpani.
This is crazy, I know. JOHN! DON'T ASSUME I WANT TO PLAY IT FOREVER.
I need to brush up my skills and I only have until 14 Nov to do so.
I can do it!

PICTUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES !

2009-10-18T01:40:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

I'm an awesome red fried lobster dipped in red-est chili sauce.
HAHA! I hate being a direction idiot. Chicken sign.

We took quite a number of days to plan for the picnic but it was kind of the fastest.
Faster than deciding on what to eat for a particular day?!
Afraid of the weather, afraid of P and AT not able join us. (apparently that AT didn't turn up)
Upon hearing the thunders, I prayed.
It was the first time I prayed with all my heart and God didn't fail me.
Faith building up. (Not trying to be holy)
Sorry people for being late. I AM NOT A PRINCESS!

The picnic was full of hot tidbits and cold salad made by princess P :D
Fancy hot food without oven.
Why cold ? RED BULL ICE BOX!
Leave cold green tea under the sun for 3 hours. It will taste superb (at least it is to mua)
Took lots of photos! Pretty, Ugly, Unglamorous, Crazy etc...
Quite a bit of funny stuffs happened.
Like the umbrella incident (I can laugh thinking of it) HAH!
You guys should watch the video.
We were rather dehydrated so we were quite tired.
Departed realising that we are all red lobsters. I think I'm the worst.
Oh! I still can't quite figure out why they build gabions there when waters can't reach.
And gabions are meant to destroy natural beauty but not for beautifying purpose!

Headed back to yishun at our favourite dessert shop to quench the thirst (or heat).
Then to hilltop for more pictures and jokes.
I love counting the number of rounds a person can run.
Ate dinner together. A wonderful day spent with dearies (:

Shopping makes me broke.
Ok. At least I got what I wanted. :D
Pearlyn says my shirt is very boomzx. HAHA. (meant to be a joke for YH)

I'm physically tired and mentally tired. Dangxzx.
Gonna relax and try to stay away from the sun tomorrow!
Pictures sooooooooon!

2009-10-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

I'm very happy!

Why? Because End-Of-Year-Examinations is officially overrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I don't have to stay up late to study anymore :D
The results part is still the ultimate spoiler though.

We had a belated birthday celebration for John!
Met up with Grace and Yee Hui to buy his pressie.
It is so troublesome to choose a present for a guy.
Thank God, we chose something he likes.
Ate non-stop for two hours at seoul garden.
Fayyad and his toy laughing system. *laughs out loud*
Headed off to Safra to play pool. Fun :)
Best dude, hope you enjoyed it yea the supposedly to be "surprise".
I didn't mean to make you walk all the way to the interchange again. Sorraye!

I'm so going to organise a section outing after their Os.
After today, I realised that I missed the joy and laughter brought by them.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!

2009-10-14T17:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN ALDRIN B LLAMAS!

You are the kindest, sweetest, nicest buddy ever.

Love you johnny babe! (:

I've gotta snap out of it.
It probably will never happen and I will end up getting trapped in the worst situation.

LAST PAPER TO GO! :D

I am velly afraid of thunders.
I want to eat ice-cream.
I want to be strong!
I want my wish to come true like now? (Hopefully)

2009-10-09T17:10:00.007+08:00

Me love mua bodybuilder daddy!

A habit is an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has become almost involuntary.

Right... to prevent someone from asking me to close down my blog, I shall update.
How nice of meeeeee!

END OF YEAR EXAMINATION is total screwed up.
Blame it on me for not preparing earlier.
I hope I get into SSP so I can mediate on my studies like some geek.

Computers cut down your rate of efficiency by 50%. Absolutely true.

So far ...
English, Social studies and A. Math are the not so bad papers.
Chinese!, E. Math and CHEMISTRY are the very horrible ones.
I think I studied Chemistry for nothing.
Thank you Mr R_____ for setting such a difficult paper to let us fail. D:

Momsie invited some peepo over to house.
I have to be cooped up in my room. I don't like to entertain.

I'M VELLY HUNGRY.
Momsie made almond jelly. yummsssss(:

NEXT WEEK!
I can't wait for Thursday's surprise.
I can't wait for Friday's outing with dearies.
I can't wait for Saturday's shopping trip.
I can't wait for Pearlyn to sleep over on Saturday!

Focus on Exam kid!

To A: Don't be sad ok! Focus on your studies now. Treat your dad jelly and he will be happaye!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Grace - HAHA! My blogsong is v nice! All the best for Monster Os. Yea, lets go out and date. heh! Don't feel guilty uh!
John - I will! (:
Shin Ying - AHHHHHHHHHH! I want to bring sushi instead (:
Wei Jun - You do well too!
Yue Qin - Your pork stare at me. I scared! Later he beat me for talking to you D:
Shu Yun - HAHA! Whatever!

2009-10-02T20:42:00.003+08:00

The End-Of-Year Examination has officially started.
I have absolutely no idea why am I can't feel the anxiety that everyone is feeling.
Why am I so restless? WAKE UP!
I wonder why, I wonder how. Yesterday you told me bout the blue blue sky. And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree...

Back to the point.
English papers was manageable except for some particular questions.
Chinese papers were a total goner. Probably except the comprehension part.

I'm skipping a grade. Taking grade four practical exam next year.
Kinda excited already! Sheesh.

I love eating lunch with AT, PS, SY and YH. We will laugh NON-STOP.
And I have my strawberry ice cream. YAY!
I'm happy!

I want to go marina barrage and have a picnic with you guys.
I wanna go Sentosa with you guys.
All after exams!

Took the flyer with my parents.
It might be more enjoyable if we took the night one but we didn't.
I feel that I can touch the sky. Awesome. I love the height.

Me no like 'accident prone' this phrase.
I'm gonna burn midnight oil ! ):
All the best for the rest of the papers people!

MIA till end of exams :)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Fayyad - Thank you!
Shin Ying - The two times in a row lunch dates make me tummy ache like crazy!
Shu Yun - HAHA! Which humble pie have you eaten. Admit you are prettaye.
Yue Qin - HEH. Ok. You sweet and sour. Love ya!
Wei Jun - hahah. Since I forgot when. Thanks :)
John - You shall work hard and pass all subjects k !
Pei Wen - HELLO! :D

2009-09-26T23:14:00.005+08:00

Sharks.
Ain't no sharks in rivers.(:

Guess what?
Mrs Wan is absent for an entire week and we've yet to finish our syllabus for A.Math.
I don't catch what Mdm Kee is saying and I think she speaks very softly or probably its my ear.
Oh no oh no, there goes my graph. D:

HAHA! I think our clique is getting very bonded (:
I'm not princess; gong zhu neither am I dora tang.
If I'm one, I will not be so nice to make ai xin ham and cheese breakfast.
I can't wait for more Thursdays to come.
We had remedial on Thursday and it was a spoiler.
We didn't have a funny lunch. Boo!

Church was greaaaaaaaat.
Except for my mother's non stop comments.
There was a special performance by the G-kidz as its children's day on 1st October.
How I wish I'm still a kid. hahaha.
And! There was this very cute little boy around the age of three to five.
He is super small in size and he break dance like a 16 year old break dancer.
I'm extremely impressed :D Entertainment(:

End of year exams are coming in less than a week's time!
Gotta hurry start revision (haven't started yet).
I WANT TO BE PROMOTED!

I hate your freaking bias-ness.
Who are the ones whom you chose to lead us well? Who are the ones you saw potential in them?
And now who are you going to? Have you ever thought about how they felt?
I cannot tolerate it anymore!
To hell that act cool clique goes. A bunch of no life copy cats. Suckers.

I've got a fetish for pretty flowers (:
I wanna eat ice creams and watermelon.

I'm waiting...

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shu Yun - Oh crap. Admit that you are pretty.
Yee Hui - YEA! Super wasted. I LOVE THAT FROG!
Yue Qin - Are you sure? Seems that you don't love me that much already (:<
John - Phee Weettt your head!
Fayyad - hahaha.

2009-09-23T18:04:00.003+08:00

I am a very happy girl (:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Qian Yi - I know he is damn tall right.
Fayyad - I hope big Os hurry end!
Mei Qi - Hello (:
Yue Qin - Thanks!
Fayyad - Will relink you(:
Cindy - Thanks. I miss you know.
Yee Hui - Trying to control already!
Fayyad - Yea. I know. I'm tolerating those nonsense already. HELP!
Shin Ying - Yeap. Love you people. heh(:
Rosemary - Thanks.
Adi - HAHA. I did laugh ok(:
Jing Yi - Yea... most of the time you are sleeping. hahaha :P
Yue Qin - Love ya too. But now, you don't love me as much already.. D:
Shu Yun - HAHA! You also pretty la. (:
Pearlyn - Shit you. You made me laugh like some nutcase infront of the computer ok. Gosh. Can't believe it.

2009-09-20T20:31:00.011+08:00

The most privileged frog to be kissed by a human.

ITS OVER !

After months and weeks of preparation the wedding is finally over!
Problems cropping up early in the morning is super annoying.
Rushed make up rush changing rush preparation.

I had to open the car door for the groom. Why? Cause there are not cute boys in my family line.
Funny! I'm not a boyyyyyy.
The first task of the day was hilarious.
The brothers had to wear disposable undies drawn with I Love HL!.
Plus, they had to sing a song at the ground floor and my sis had to hear it on the 5th floor.
(There was construction going on too)
People from the opposite block heard them too. They were extremely loud.
Followed by the egg crushing task and the mix match with ice task.
The last task was the highlight of the day. heh(:My sis was SUPER SUPER BEAUTIFUL!!!
Took photos and headed off to church. (I dislike the photographer)
Met up with cell. Long time no see people!
Qian Yi, your dress is nice on you ok!
Took photos, chit-chatted.
Pearlyn is my life saviour for the day. Inner secret, we know why(:

The walk in of my dad and sis was like "omg, she is finally getting married".
After a few seconds, "I'm sad"
Another few seconds later 'mummy cries'

Exchange of vows. Signing of cert.
Meanwhile, my 2nd sis and I dedicated the songs to my sis.
I was freaking nervous and I kept shivering non-stop.
But, I could say that was the best shot I gave and I didn't disappoint my shi fu!
Appreciation... or crying session or make up smudging session.

Tea reception etc etc etc.
Dinner at Grand Copthorne Hotel etc etc etc.
We were all super tired by the end of the day.

I think I'll miss my sissie.

Pretty ladies, take the photos if I haven't send them to you (:
Love ya babes.

2009-09-16T19:25:00.003+08:00

Elated. Sad. Stressed. Embarrassment.

One out of four of the feelings are positive. When will I be back to square one?

Report slips are back.
Again, I'm disappointed in my languages. Sigh!
I want my languages to improve instead of the opposite.
For the rest, its just luck.
I miss my secondary one results!

I need someone to hear me rant and whack and cry with.

I don't wanna ruin my sister's wedding.
Crap. Why isn't time on my side!
Three more days to her wedding and yet my songs are not ready.
Somebody teach me how to control my feelings properly.
Somebody drain all the tears from my eyes so I will never have to cry. S.

I hope I won't let my master shi fu down!

Mummy "Do you know that whenever you cry, our family's heart will ache. It hurts daddy especially."

I hate being weepy. I hate being weak. I hate being useless. I hate being a failure. I hate letting people worry for me.

Won't it be nice if somebody didn't have any negative thoughts.
If one day, having negative thoughts is a crime... everybody will be happy and nice.
Why there isn't such a rule?

Tomorrow will be a better day.
More troubles will accumulate when each day goes by.

2009-09-07T22:11:00.007+08:00

Oh-my-god.

I love Thursday's second get together lunch(:
Kway chap with many intestines and stomach. haha.
If weren't for Pearlyn I wouldn't have tried them. Its rather nice. heh!
Whats next!?

Fayyad came back to help me with drum set but was chased away by Ms Chang and Mdm Ang.
Well... Quite pissed but what to do. Teachers what.
At least I managed to learn somethings from him(:
We managed to sneak back in but he left shortly. I feel guilty too anyway. Can't risk it!
I felt evil when we ran away from them ok.
Sec threes had a long-winded meeting with Miss Chang.
I feel so happy when I got my Monday off. YAY! Worth it.

Saturday was a disaster.
Why can't I just play my damn drum set infront of the conductor.
Its not as if I didn't try. BOOSHIT!
Why ? I can't cope without John. Guess I wasn't fierce enough.
Or rather, the juniors only listen to him. BOOSHIT times two.
I hate this. I lost my passion for band.
Went for night service with Pearl.
I regretted not leaving earlier from band.
I missed the starting of worship! Sorry Pearl.
It was really awesome and I'm impressed with the percussion team. wooh.
Sermon was great. It was like aiming at me. How do we conquer the stormy nights.
At least service part saved part of my Saturday.
But soon... it will be destroyed again.
Why must she be so extra and ruins our plan!?
This is so annoying. Have she ever asked for our opinions. Fish.

Out shopping with Pearl and Qian Yi. Finally! Felt great(:
But we didn't take photos. wasted.

TODAY! I went seoul garden with S.Y, A.Y, Pearlyn, Y.H!
We kept eating and eating and eating and my stomach grew and grew and grew.
Super funny. We talked and laughed at random stuffs.
Headed to A.Y's house when A.T joined us.
Took loads of photos at the field.
We should find an empty nice field and fly kites and have a pinic there(:
Watched the clique and had a heart-to-heart talk session.
Its the wall again! hahaha! Whatever said there shall remain there :D
*I loveeeeee today!

I love my clique.

2009-09-01T21:09:00.006+08:00

Three-S-Twoo!

Happy as can be.

All I can think of now is LION KING!
Michael tried his best to teach me but I'm a super slow learner.
So I can only pick up three rhythms. CONCLUSION: Practice. hahaha!
I get very stressed up when Mr Neo says " practice uh". Can he say "learn uh" instead?
Drumline drumline drumline. Deadline.

I had loads of fun yesterday.
I can say that it was the best teachers' day concert ever because all of us went super hyper.
I don't know why I was shouting and laughing half the time.
Class party was nice, it was photo-taking session more like it.
Headed to Pearlyn's house after that.
I know I should put a waterproof clock in my toilet. *grins from ear to ear*
Played with the karaoke system in her house. It was so damn cool.
Then we were fantasizing how nice it would be to have her house etc.
Dream on manszxz. hahaha!

Oh. Mummy bought me a new storybook. I'm amazed!
And of course... assessment books coming along with it.

PHOTOS!

I'm the tallest! Mr Ramesh (:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - hahaha.
Shu Yun - Go eat tgt and you get fat! (:
Jefferson - Hello QM!
Shin Ying - I want to go eat seoul garden with you guys! :D So fun!!
Pei Wen - HELLOOOOOOOOOO!
Colin - Stop calling me tang yuan! Btw, you will see me less often alrd.
Big Boss - I'm the greatest of the biggest boss. hahaha! I won(:

2009-08-28T20:35:00.003+08:00

They are two very lovely dogs. I took a photo with them last year. Miraculously, I saw them again this year and I can't resist not to take a photo with them. (: FATED!

"Alicafe(?)" the favourite word of the week.

I would say that the past two days were the best after so long.
I never had a really good laugh until Thursday. Woah! Like finally!!!
All thanks to the non-stop funny expressions from Yee Hui.
Pearlyn's alicafe(?) and Shin Ying's the bos-sth guy. I don't know how to spell it.
We had lunch at pastamania.
It is decided that we shall eat lunch together every Thursday and have a good laugh over nothing.
P.S. Do not eat mutton bolognese. You will regret eating that. Once bitten twice shy(:
AND I shall go memorise the names of the different hot HK actors (:
It was really a very good relaxation day. haha!

Something very weird happened in class today.
My correction tape disappeared in a split second. I was spooked. hahah!
But my darling was eventually returned to me!
The process of finding for it was really really funny.
I think I'm starting to get closer with Shin Ying and Pearlyn more and more.

I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE RETARD IN BAND TODAY.
Omg! I love Lion King but I failed to play the Lion King song D:
You know how sad I was? The drumset part is completely crazy.
Quoted from Mdm Ang " why are you sitting here warming the chair? " GOSH!
I hope Miss Chang will approve the appeal of having Fayyad to help me! hahahaha!
I'M IN NEED OF HELP DESPERATELY!
Ok enough of the traumatising score.

I had a good sweat after band. Why? Because I played basketball.
My shooting sucks. I don't play by rules.
I love playing with Tanya, Siew Cheng, Pei Wen and bestie.
They never stop encouraging and never stop laughing. (:
FUN!

Scarred is a very scary/disgusting/gross book.
I cannot stop imaginating and it gives me the creeps when I'm alone at home.
Sharks, I just can't stop reading it. hahahahah! Shin Ying!!!

2009-08-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

Tell me the definition of being a good kid.
I still can't quite figure it out.

I wish I can split myself into four. I will be able to let myself and others happy.
But its impossible.

A little note for you to remember forever.

Do not feel lousy for a little setback like that.
Different people have different strengths and weaknesses in them.
You may not excel in certain aspects of life but do not feel inferior.
Being able to do something well is not a natural thing.
You have to practice. And practice makes perfect.
I totally understand how you feel right now.
I was once like you.
If its really your choice then so be it.
I will always be there for you if you need me.
I will always love you as a senior (:
Though I'm very very very sad.
~~I feel useless for not having to teach you all I know.~~

2009-08-24T16:50:00.002+08:00

想爱却又不能，你知道有多辛苦吗？

I think I'm gaining more and more weight!
When I'm sad, I eat.
When I'm studying, I eat.
I should really stop eating before I gain another few kgs.
CONTROL! 19 SEPTEMBER WILL SOON BE OVER!

Many things happened for the past two weeks.
I'm anticipating for the screwed up piano exam results!
FIVE more weeks to end-of-year examination.
STUDYYYYYYYY! Anybody want to study with me ? We shall arrange a date. heh!
Lets see...
I need to work on

Chinese
A.Math
E.Math
Physics!!!
Social Studies

I shall devote myself to studying at least two hours a day(:

Our new conductor is Mr Neo. He is a pretty nice guy. I hope he won't get fierce as time goes by.
hahaha. Fat hope.
We are having Alla Marziale VII. SO VERY EXCITING!
My first time performing officially as a senior. I hope we can have a percussion ensemble!
Work hard darlings! :D

Pearl! I'm calling you soon. We shall shop again(:
I need to workout and burn off my fats. Anybody to the gym ? Esp: YEEHUI and John!
I wanna watch up with clique!!! When are we free?
BROWNIE OUTING THIS SATURDAY WITH JING YI AND GRACE! Can't wait man!

Sorry I can't join the movie outing. Lets go out together next time yea!
Love ya peepo ( Hui, Qin, Shu Yun)

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Fayyad - HAHA! I miss your power to make us laugh in band!
Zhi Wei - HELLO! HAHAHA
Grace - It went booboo.
Pei Wen - Liar. You this type of person will shy uh!? I wanna play bball again!
Shu Yun - I want to play bball!
Ke Jing - WAHHHH! Didn't hear from you since ages. Leave me your contact if you ever pass by here!
Sharon - (:

2009-08-12T19:24:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN! :D

Get high. ~~Afraid not anymore. sigh.~~

Firstly, I'm extremely pissed with myself for not being able to study properly.
Why is it that whenever I put in effort to study, I will always end up failing.
Why is that I wish for something and that wish never seems to be coming true.
Phobias. Stress. Lack of laughter.

How I wish I will have another long break like the National day one.
I really enjoyed myself during then. Now? All the stress is coming back to me!
I love the 10th of August.
Met up with clique to celebrate Shaun's birthday in advance.
Stuffed ourselves with food in Pastamania. I likeeeeeee
Went to his house for movie marathon. Got shocked like Idk what by Saw.
That freaking psychotic jig-saw. Disgusting. But the show is rather nice.
I DID WATCH and I understood the storyline.
Laughed like some idiot while watching I do I do.
Brandy is so cute.
Thanks auntie for the ice-cream. I know you will not see this though.
Played basketball after the movie marathon. FUN! HAHA!
Cheater bugsssssssssssssss ... True or dare after which.
I hope we did bond after that day. (:
And... I realised that we forgot to take our clique photo! D:

School is so fun and enjoyable. I should love it and pay more attention in class!
I think I flunked my piano practical exam D:

PHOTOS!

2009-08-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

I finally made the decision. I hope I will never regret it.

I'm very very stressed!
Why?
My grades are pathetic.
I can't seem to get the cooperation of my section in band.
I feel so useless.

The best day ever since school reopened was on Friday.
It was a little rush in the morning as we changed into our traditional costumes.
All of you looked very pretty! Congratulations that 3S2 won the very nice chocolates. (:
What is national day without the sing-along-session? Its a bore.
What purpose has it got by letting us rot and watch the dance?
Its not as if we are going to be dancers in the future.
Anyway! Happy early National Day!

I never regretted accepting Pearlyn's invitation.
Met Shin Ying and Amanda T. before going to Pearlyn's house.
Stuffed ourselves with a lot of food. HAHA!
Pei Wen! Why are you so shy? Act only right?
The cupcakes are sooooooooo cute, I feel guilty eating them!
Went to the games room. I played billard for the first time. HAHA!
Thank God there are no outsiders or else I'll be embarrassed till my entire face goes red.
Played basketball after billard. It was extremely fun.
We were gentle and then gradually became rough. haha!
I think we kind of scared Jackie. Pearlyn's siblings are fun to be with. hahaha!
I sure had loads of fun.
Proceeded to Amanda Y.'s house to cool ourselves.
Ended up playing truth or dare. I felt like running away ok!
AHAHA! Whatever is said will be kept within that wall.
I don't like the dark.

Thanks all for the fun!
Photos next time!

Yee Hui cheer up yea! Its not the end. Its "lousy gadgets" fault!
We shall watch up together and be happy.
Plus remember the door incident and and the ink incident. hahaha

Happy belated birthday to Qian Yi and Pearlyn!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Jefferson - I'm sorry!
Fayyad - HELLO! STOP BULLYING GRACE!
Sarfina - Hello!!!
Grace - Oh my god the both of you.
Qin - :D

2009-08-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

Whats up?

I found some very old old old newspaper called whats up when I was packing.
I wonder how much more treasure I have in my house.
Rubbish collector.
My house is in a terrible mess now. Everything is in boxes or trash bags.
The messy house is making me feel messy.
I want to eat noodles. Messy noodles. heh.

Playing handball with Arina is dangerous. Trust me.
She throws the ball at any part of your body.
I wish there will be more games of handball during P.E. I likeeeeee.
hahahahahaha!

Poof! All the test results are back. I have another F9 in my report book now.
Demoralized ttm.
My love for Math is back! YAY! Finally!

Oh Oh! Guess what? Ying Han is having the course thing in my school.
My reaction when I saw him was so darn funny.
I want Mr Tang back!!!!

I want another band games day. I want to scream and get all wet again.
Photos to be uploaded (:
It feels so weird to have a conductor who is not Mr Tan standing on the podium.
Anyway, I'm falling in love with snare. Though I know I play like shit.
Marching piece is mad. I can't keep up to tempo. HAHA! But I had fun.
Tuning the bass drum takes a lot of work. I hope it never gets out of tune!
John! Lets re-tape the bass drum. Its super dirty!

I feel that I have much more time when I don't have to go to church.
At least I get more things done.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Shu Yun - HAHA! All the best la!
Grace - You will shy ah? hahahah!
Fayyad - So mean you!
Qian Ling - I want timpani in front. hahaha! And of course our section name. I design the back alrd(can consider). He is my good friend and section leader of course my care for him right!
J - Funny ah!
Grace - hahaha. Leave me out of the couple fight. AHHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-28T20:13:00.002+08:00

I shall be optimistic.

Why is every little problem surfacing at this point of time?
This is a part of life.
I will take it as my learning journey.

I cannot take the "fake-fake" attitude anymore.
Stop acting nice to me because I don't want you to.
Stop thinking you are all high and mighty that we have to abide to whatever you say.
You are not the only busy person. We too are busy.
If you think its easy then you can do it yourself.
Don't beat around the bush and pretend to be nice.
If you are unhappy with anything we did, say it straight to our face.

John please please study. I need you to stay on. Otherwise, it would be equivalent to me dying.

The past two weeks are very tiring.
I seem to have a list of things that are undone.
Talking about things undone.
Sorry Jefferson for not helping out much with the relabeling of stands.
Sorry to land you into that deep mess.
We will get it done soon! Don't stress!

I have to study hard. It is like only two plus months to end of year exam.
I need to have constant revision.
Like my sister said "you'll have to balance your time more"
My studies are getting from like bad to worse.

Social Studies Test - FAILED TERRIBLY! Two upon twelve. How smart of me aye?

A. Math Test - I'm very happy with my results this time round! GREAT improvement. I hope I won't be like a rollar coaster going up and down up and down.

Physics Test - It will be a miracle if I passed this test. I did study but I forgot all the formulas. I can't apply the formula = wrong answer = no marks = fail badly.

Chemistry Test - I hope my answers are correct. (: Sure thing is that my A1 flew away!

Chinese Composition Test - It is the first time I ever wrote such a long compo, I hope I could score good grades.

I want my new section tee to be HOT PINK with collar.
Exception for Grace - Fake collars. hahahahahhahaha!

Off to read my book to improve my English. :D

P.S. I will be strong.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

J - Act gangster ah!?
Qin - Love you ttmx :D
Sharon - hello!
Fayyad - hahaha. Yeap yeap.
Grace - Me love you too!
Wei Jun - Green is nice. I will try to.
Zailiyah - Alrighties.

2009-07-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Who says the last child would be the most pampered child? DFP.

Life had not been going on pretty smoothly for me.
I wish it will turn back to normal real soon.

I don't understand why we have to be so realistic.
Yes, it is good to know what the world is like.
But don't you think it is far too early for this over excess of exposure?
Look around, who are facing the same problem besides us?

I hate you.
I miss it.
I want to be recover from horrible pains.

2009-07-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

When will anybody be genuine ?

3S2 is enjoying their time now. Except during Chemistry lesson.
I really hope that Mrs Wan will hurry come back and teach us before I give up hope on Math.
I don't get what the lame Mr Ng is trying to teach.
All he knows is about two and a half etc, and his Martin, Kin Chong and Bryant jokes.
HELLO. A teacher is even bullying Bryant. wow wow.
I think I've slacked the entire week through.
No more poker. No to SIP.

I need an A MATH tutor. Pearlyn Peh are you interested in joining me?
I'm scared of Chemistry.
My interest to do Physics homework is growing! YAY! Like finally?
And I'm so innocent to become a SS rep. HAHA! Miss Lee is so cute.

I think I lack of sleep! My dark eye rings are getting darker.
I'm starting to have eye bags too. D:
I have an entire week to pack my room! Not enough timeeeeeeee D:
Caught Ice Age 3 with my sister.
It was not as good as the first two. It is funny but quite boring at some parts.
I like to go out with my sisters (:
Especially my second sis because she don't talk to me about church. HAH!

I want to paint my room pink.
I want to go prawning again. Though its cruel.
I want to eat another happy meal and get seid and scrat. Of course, to make myself happy!
I don't want to have any stress.
Stupid yet funny videos make me laugh.

Thanks Grace, Fayyad, Qian Ling, Yee Hui and J for trying to cheer me up.
Also to the others who tried to make me laugh(:
Glad to be able to talk to my seniors and know that they are always there for me! :D
Grace Anna! I will help you to _____! :D No regrets yea.
Fayyad! Thanks for making me laugh yea.
I seriously miss my seniors. I miss laughing genuinely with them.

I'm not going to bother.
I'm not going to care.
Do whatever that pleases you people.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Janice - Thanks (:
Hui - You won't get to order me around. hahaha. Damn it.
Pei Wen - I updated toooo!
Hui - I've died on it alrd.
Qin - Thanks sweetie! You are always there for me, silent one(:
Fayyad - Thanks for cheering me up! And the plan still goes on even if I'm the only one who agrees. I'll have it perfect!
Qian Ling - Those are words of anger. I didn't mean to say them! Hear it from Grace k. You also nvr reply my messages! Love you luh sister!
Grace - I thought your phone was confisicated. Life is very tough. :D He mei mao! I will survive! I hope.hahahah

2009-07-16T17:37:00.004+08:00

How I wish it was before 1 July now.

Everything changed drastically ever since 1 July.
Do you know how much impact this caused us?
No one is to be blamed, yes I know that.
I wonder how many generations of friendships you have destroyed.
Your decision is biased.
You know who has the potential but you simply refused to judge based on skills but your favourtism.
To hell she goes, I'm not transparent.
Stop contradicting yourself. Say what you mean please.
Cause I don't know which to listen.
Right, I shall listen and be obedient. "For peace sake, wait till you graduated then rebel"

Part of our boat had sunk.
Our boat is split into two.
I'm in the middle now. Slowly walking towards the other side.
I cannot stand the childishness, the insults all those crap I've been tolerating since 7 months ago. I not know why the heck this is happening. Probably its because of me being oversensitive or petty. Or maybe I am too mature I can't fit in. Everything is so fake. I can't pretend any further. Pretending to be happy, to be ok with the insults. I seriously can't. If I had ever insult any one of you. I'm sorry and I will stop. I will never insult anyone again because it so fucking hurt. Be sensitive to the people around you. So be it if you don't give a damn about it. Cause it will only make me hate you more and more. I know you wouldn't mind cause you wouldn't care. You are way too selfish. Oh and if you think that punching is so goddamn cool and you love it so much. Go learn thai boxing or something. Stop showing off that you have a big fist and punch everything you see. It is fucking annoying. I sometimes wish you can vanish into thin air.
I don't know why you are part of it in the first place.

I suppose I have given up trying to do my best.
I suppose I have given up trying to be a happy-go-lucky person.
I wish I was like it, to have those thoughts and guts.
Btw, you call the shots, you are the big fuck, so go on and decide what to do. Don't even ask for my opinion.

I wonder why am I feeling this way when nobody cares?
I miss those times when I talk to Grace Anna.
Where are you? I have lots to tell. I think I am facing whatever you are facing last time.
To hell keeping band matters out of personal time.

2009-07-10T17:52:00.003+08:00

When will I be more efficient?

I realised I am a very blessed girl with so many people who love me surrounding me.
If one day I were to lose all of them, I probably wouldn't live on too.

My heart is in a mess. I feel like ripping my heart apart. Seriously. D:
I'm sorry if I ever hurt anybody in my life. Really very very sorry.

Please please please don't feel dejected. I hope that our friendship won't drift any further away.
I miss it. Do you even know how important it is?

I don't have the motivation to study.
Mrs Wan is away, I don't understand Math.
Mr Tang is away, I want him to drill in the concepts into my brain by repeating them over and over again.
I need a break from Chemistry and really really hopes his pace is slightly slower.
Its not that I want to be rude and rebel in class but seriously it is getting on my nerves having to rush everything and not remembering a single thing after all the work done.
At least my love for Chemistry hasn't died yet.

Another no band week because of the H1N1.
My parents finally found the contractor to renovate my house.
I want a pink room! :D
YEEHUI! 我很烦啊!
Does poker helps to distress? hahahaha!
I like guys who plays the piano or violin super well. They are especially cute.
I think this summed up my entire week.

I WANT TO STAY AWAKE IN ALL LESSONS.
I am so going to sleep at 10pm or earlier every single day.

ADI GET WELL SOOOOON!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

A - hello!
Hui - Order your ass. Don't you dare order me around!
Qin - hahaha. SAD! I cut and paste your face beside the guy you sitting with ok? HAHAHA!

2009-07-03T21:39:00.006+08:00

My super warm loving section!

An "oh my gosh" week.

Its the end of the first week of semester three.
I have the sudden urge and motivation to study (to the extent of doing Chinese and Physics homework).
I hope this motivation will not die off any sooner.
Mrs Wan is absent for the whole entire week and we are having two free periods everyday.
HOWEVER, Mr Ramesh took over like three periods?
Causing me to have no time to complete my work.
After taking over the three periods, we are still supposed to have remedial.
How awesome can this get?

Thanks to H1N1, we didn't get to have a proper passing over ceremony. D:
Whatever the no-close-contact rule.
The atmosphere everything was so not right! The good thing was it saved our tears.
The new committee is out.
Yee Hui! Everybody either calls you maam/salute you/dm you when you walk pass. Submit to fate girl (:
Well, I am shocked for myself. HAHAHA!
I'm v v v v scared that my section will fall. But I'll not let it happen though.
There is John anyway. :D "I don't want timpani part!"
Those letters that Nadiah and Qian Ling wrote nearly moved me to tears. Super duper touched.
We shall have a section outing after you guys are done with 'O' levels! COME OK!
Oh! And also, thanks to H1N1, there is no band for a week!
Thank God I don't have to start work a week earlier :D

I had a heart-to-heart talk session with my sister yesterday.
I love it when we go out together to shop. I hate it when I'm in church with her though.
I'm super happy cause I finally bought my mp3. The pink is out of stock though D:
We ate at some Japanese restaurant. Many funny and embarrassing incidents happened.

I was super shag today because I only had six hours of sleep. Overly excited thats why.
Mr Ramesh spoilt my morning.
The periods after recess were much better.
I must be awake in lessons! I need the energyyyyyyyyyy!
Yee Hui came to my house and we played toccata on my piano.
It was super fun but it is very difficult though. Can't wait to learn that song!
Watched drag me to hell with A. Thanks for the movie. hahaha.
I was hiding behind my jacket throughout the entire show. HAHA!
I storyline was good but the movie is way to disgusting.
The stupid vomit, worm, cat, FLY, old woman/witch. YUCK!
Crap crap. I had fun though (:

Memories!

I love brasses and percussion.

I love percussion even more!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

John - Whatever. I love bumble bee! hahaha! You and your green.
Qian Yi - hahaha. I not important to you alrd mahhhhhhhh..
Shin Ying - I bet we will!
Hui - I v the sad ah!
Fayyad - HAHA! Okay.. You just make me pai seh. Drinking is bad for health mah!
Hui - Just submit to fate! AHHAHAHAHA! Oh-so-poor-thing.
Qin - You also SL! hahahaha! I will :D
Nadiah - I know you wanted to cry on that day. I will miss you too! D: love ya!
Cindy - hello!
Teddy bear - Yes.

2009-07-01T20:36:00.008+08:00

Time to let go.

Time to say goodbye to my dearest most awesome seniors.

FAYYAD AH BANG!
My first ever ah bang, thanks for taking great care of me.
All those sunshine moments and laugh-out-loud sessions will always be part of my memory.
I will miss your oh-so-crappy jokes.
I will miss you entertaining our section.
I will miss you dancing like a monkey around.
I will miss your ever so blasting drum set. Imagine how the band will never have such a good drum set player. OMG!
I will miss you trying to make me smile whenever Mr Tan made me cry.
I will miss practically everything of you.
AND! Sorry for my sucky attitude at times. Forgive me k. I know you will. heh!
Please do take care of your health. Stop drinking :D
Your lil sis will always be here if you need me!

GRACE ANNA! HE MEI MAO!
My all time can-talk-to-buddy.
After you've graduated, there is nobody to talk to me like those times during cloudburst.
*Sigh*
There is no one to teach me mallets anymore.
There will be no super funny laughter to make us laugh anymore.
No more people to bully *no offense!
No more ham and cheese breakfast prepared by you.
Oh my~ It seems like another "Jing Yi" will be gone soon.
I will miss people trying to wipe away my tears and hugging me like a bear when i cry.
I will cut down on my vulgarities ok. Actually I already cut down by a lot eh?
Sorry for all those stupid misunderstandings ok.
And I know you guys dote me the most! :D
Remember we said " Esther is in Singapore, John is in Malaysia etc "
Don't forget me uh! Miss you!

NADIAH GOLDFISH!
Hello always neutral and stuck in the middle kid!
Shining forehead.
I will miss you lame-ness seriously!
When the section is quiet, you never failed to liven it up with your lame jokes and send us into a fit of laughter.
Okay. I will miss people fretting with me when we don't know our parts well.
I will miss people not standing beside me when I'm too scared to play.
Sigh. Now cannot be scared already D:
I still remember you were the one whom I stick to during secondary one days.
Oh! I still remember you owe us a-hand-made burger each huh!
Where is it?!
I will miss you ttmx!
Love you sexy!

TONG QIAN LING! MA TONG!
My "twin" sister. *awwwwwww* I finally said this eh?
Number one:
When you ever join another CCA please don't go around asking people if you can hit their butt.
Number two:
I know you have very big boobs ok!
hahahahaha. My oh-so-perverted senior!
Thanks for teaching me and believing in me k.
I will always remember " I can do it so can you" this sentence.
You are there to make me laugh real hard when I'm sad.
You always so cheerful.
You brought to us joy and showed us love.
I will miss you a lot.
Nobody to be my twin sister already.
Nobody ever so willing to be helpful.
Now I say, I love youuu. (w/o having being forced)

TO MY DEARESTS,
I will always remember the different times when we are scared, happy, sad and bored together.
I will remember every single competition and concert we've gone through together.
and those whack butt moments.
Study hard and score well for your 'O' level!
COME BACK AND HELP US WHEN YOU'RE FREE. I NEED YOU PEOPLE.
I'm too attached to you guys.
Esther loves you!

John and I will bring the section to greater heights together.
NO worries, we will NOT become a couple. hahahaha! You guys can stop dreaming about it.
Percussion!! Please cooperate with John and I ok! LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

John! We will support you!
Yee Hui, our ever first female drum major. Super proud of you k! You can do it! hahaha!

I feel like crying when I type this. I can't think. Those are my heartfelt words and I have too much things to say. And most of them are indescribable.

I love my awesome seniors.

2009-06-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hectic June holiday.

For the past few weeks, I was busy with concert preparation.
Now that the concert is finally over I am supposed to be free.
However, I don't seem to be free but instead rushing the never ending pile of homework during the last week of holiday.

The last week of my holiday is completely packed with activities.

On Monday, I went to have fun with my dearies.
On Tuesday, I went Mac's to do homework.
On Wednesday, I went to giant and bought so many tidbits and became an auntie.
On Thursday, I went out with my dearies.
On Friday, I went out with my clique<3.
On Saturday, I went out with my mum.
On Sunday, I will be going to church, East coast and then dinner with my family.

I've been seeing Yee Hui for the whole holiday.

Clique went to the jamming studio again.
Those inefficient people there do not have the pin for the mp3 so there wasn't any blasting music for the first time.
It was rather peaceful, so I was able to complete my Math. *smiles widely*
Supposedly to return home and complete my Chinese homework.
But poor John had no one to watch transformers with, bugged us to watch with him. *evil grin*
I used to dislike transformers but after watching the very long movie, I changed my opinion.
I still dislike the cartoon version of transformers though. Bumblebee is so cute. I meant the car.
The movie was worth the time.

I realized I am very efficient from 12 am - 3 am.
Instead of being tired, I was so energetic that I could complete a whole load of homework in that period of time.
"I've got the power!"
I am very proud of myself as I am able to finish up almost all of my homework within a week.
My Chinese homework is still undone. Me no like.

Went out with mummy today for the AYG opening premiere.
It was kind of boring.
One of the dance was nice and of course the orchestra.
There is harp you know!
I was observing the percussion instead of watching the march-in of the people.
Thank God it only lasts for an hour.
Ate dinner with my parents and I bugged them for a new music player.
Persuasion in process. :D

Got to rush the damn Chinese now!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Hui - I want to sing song again. hahaha!
Teddybear - You didn't fall asleep while watching the concert uh?
Wei Jun - hahah. Yes.
Fayyad - What is there to see?
John - HAHAH! My head is always smaller than yours.
Qin - :D
Jing Yi - HEY DA JIE! I eat cup noodles to save money not to lose weight. Yeap. I'm special. *sings barney tune* I miss youuuuuuuuuuuzxzx! :D

2009-06-24T21:58:00.009+08:00

Stressed up.

I'm freaking broke. I am either going to skip lunch every single day or eat instant noodles.
Pathetic.
I'm rushing homework for these few days. Except I went to partyworld with dearies on Monday.
Had truck loads of fun there. I didn't die singing Chinese songs for four hours. Awesome.
I don't like snap shots! We must never look ugly during concerts. :D

MORE PHOTOS.

2009-06-20T22:10:00.013+08:00

The best last.

19 June 2009 will NEVER be forgotten.

Thanks Michael for the cheese pancakes and saving me from hunger!
Rushed off to Yong Siew Toh Conservatory Hall for our concert.
Prepared and settled down.
TOOK LOADS OF PHOTOS. But sadly, I may never get to see them because they are all with Miss Chang. Boo!
I kinda screwed up my Dreamscapes but the rest of the songs were of my best efforts.
It is the first time I ever cried like some mad kid on stage.
Mr Tan's expression when he saw the card was real funny. (:<

I love my section!
Siraj, Qiu Yin, Yu Jia, Michael, Jing Yi, Fayyad, Grace, Nadiah, Qian Ling, John, Cindy, Mei Qi, Yi Jun, ME!
This concert was really awesome!
It was my last concert with my most beloved seniors.
I wonder if I will be able to find such joy during concert again.
I wonder when we would get together and perform again.
I will miss Qiu Yin and Yu Jia calling me Hui En/En En!
I will miss wearing big hats.
I will miss people pushing my head or dragging me to the toilet.
OK. SHIT. Typing this makes me emotional.

Mr Tan! I know you will never see this but still...
Thank you for everything. I forgive you for scolding me(: hahaha!
You better keep our card and our shirt!
We will remember and love you forever.
Hope to see you soon.
Yong Siew Toh Conservatory hall is filled with so much tears, joy and memories.

Cherish that person before that person leaves you for good. I never had this sense of losing before. It kinda sucked.
I hate it when my dearests are leaving me.

PHOTOS.

Bestie and I *hugs*

John can't be bothered with us acting cute! hahaha

We will never forget you!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Teddybear - She pig you don't know uh?
Qin - Yes you did! HAHAHA YAY! I'm so happy!
Hui - You pig loh. LALALALA! I can't wait to get high!

2009-06-17T17:43:00.004+08:00

Announcementttttttttttttttttts!

ATTENTION TO OPWO PERCUSSION SECTION!

We are having a concert(?).
Date - 20 June 2009 [Saturday]
Time - 4pm
Venue - Vivo

Before the concert we are having section outing!! (Excited yea?)
Currently the idea is to go to Sentosa for a pinic (suggested by fayyad)
and visiting the wax museum there.
Any other ideas please inform me k!
Who cannot make it please tell me too.

YOU GUYS BETTER TELL ME BY THIS FRIDAY! TAG ME/ MSG ME/ MSN
Otherwise we will have pinic. The food shall be prepared by Fayyad and F&N students(:

LOVE YOU GUYS TTMX! :D

Sing-along-session!

Girls girls girls!
Please tell me the date when you guys are free. We shall go to partyworld and have fun!

Yue Qin
Yee Hui
Jasmine
Yan Ning
Rosemary
Hui Jia
Shu Yun

TELL ME BY SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

Love is all that matters.

With love,
you will be patient, kind, caring and good.
you will have joy and peace.

Creative power resides in our words. From now on I'm going to speak wisely.
Apply what I've learned.

Band camp was exhausting but we did had our fun though.
We had our physical training.
It was rather tough as I we didn't exercise for so many months!
I felt very healthy :D
I love marching when nobody bosses around.
I did commanding for American march this time round. Way better than the traditional one.
At least I can pronounce properly (:

We had some leadership workshop conducted by Miss Chang.
Did group work. I think our group was the loudest group.
It was very fun working with them.
Games was fun.
Although it is a little disgusting to bite the apples shared with so many people.
I suck in mass skipping.
The best part was pouring water at Michael. He did revenge though.
Why is it always the toilet!?!?! Hui Jia!@%#$!@ How dare you help him!

Conducting lessons with Peck Joon and Marcus.
I can't read the score and conduct. HAHA! Total disaster. I prefer marching.
I nearly died. I was chit-chatting with Qian Ling. She is so funny. (:
Had treasure hunt after that. I HATE FISH! D:
Peck Joon's herbal tea is very nice. I like!

Ate potato chips (fattening) before sleeping.
Whispered with Yee Hui and then she dozed off leaving me alone! D:
Who is the pig now?!

Rehearsal today was a little terrible.
Had some ultra mega terrible news.
I feel kinda lost now.
I finally understood why she does those things that made us angry.
All misunderstandings are finally solved.
Is it a good thing or what?
Sigh!

BTW: Never call me a whore or a slut. I'm not.

LOVE TAG REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - HAHA! NO! You make me walk one big round!
TeddyBear - Naggy old grandfather.
Yee Hui - hahah. Will you ever rush hw ?
Jeannes - HAHA! ok. IMY too. (: *punches you*

2009-06-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

HELLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm gonna bomb you with a wordy post!

There are many happenings for the past few days.

Firstly we had an interview with Miss Chang, Marcus and Peck Joon.
I was pretty nervous but it wasn't scary. Question and answer.
Before that, I was having fun playing the stepping game with friends but I was taken away. I missed out like 1 hour of the fun. D: D: D: D:
NOW I MISS PLAYING STEPPING GAME and SCISSORS PAPER STONE WITH ALDRIN!

To the CAMP!

DAY ONEEEEEEE!
Happy 21st birthday to instructor Ben.
I still must apologise to Yee Hui for being late for FOUR minutes.
Its Yue Qin's fault! *gives cheeky face*
So we had a free ride to school. Thanks Yee Hui and Yee Hui's brother. :D
Separated into groups.
I'm in GROUP ELEVEN(my fave no.).
Instructor BEN
Benjamin, Cedrick, Derrick, Donovan, Firdiyana(?), Esther, He Yu, Jasmine, Kai Sheng(?), Kim Yong , Rohaizan/t(?), Shaun , Su yuan, Szer Chyi and Yasser!
Introduction and stuffs.
We had our camp at labrador. Sounds boring right? But its actually quite fun.
We did high elements on the first day.
The abseiling and challange pole was alright. That damn broken log scared me shitless.
I was screaming up there and they don't want to let me down.
So much for the closure. Didn't go near the rock wall cause I hate it :)
We had night walk. Walked like some grandma tortise and it was so boring. How I wish bestie was with me at that time. FATHOPE~
The sea breeze was awesome ttmx. Stink like IDK what.
Walk back after some reflection stuffs and it was much better.
GUESS WHAT ?
We have to bathe in pairs. We are in secondary school. HELLO!?!?!!
Nobody looked at me though. hhahaha! Unless Yan Ning peeked.
hahahahahaha.
The dorm is so stuffy and warm but I managed to sleep.
Oh... The mattresses have elephant prints *loves*

DAY TWOOOOOOOOOO! Best!
We did the spider web station.
Then we had zip line. Very fun and nice.
Except that I banged my leg and I have a trail of bruises.
Like from the knee to the ankle big to small. D:
Went for kayaking. It is superb. I paired up with Jia Jun.
He was directing me all the way cause I don't have direction sense.
We suck at first but we got the hang of it.
SO DONOVAN DON'T LAUGH AT ME YOU BIG BALL.
Played catching and all. :D It was fun splashing people(SHAUN).
I love the part when we all stand on the kayak. SHIOK
I want to go kayaking again. hahaha I fell in love with kayaking.
We had improvised rafting.
I didn't get to go on the raft but I learnt how to anyhow tie knots. :D
CAMPFIRE was nice. If I was not that tired plus I had bestie with me.
Campfire would rock the house.
Sing, shout, scream and laughed. I love razak and jeanne! :D
In this camp we learnt lots of things. BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
Things that would be helpful next time BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
I have learnt to work in a team BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
With respect and cooperation BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
Fun and jokes shared along the way BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
Challange pole scared us to death BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
Thank you instructors all BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
For the fun that we all had BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
*shakes butt*
and goes... TRIPLE ONE TWO OEI!

That froggie instructors is so darn funny. I laughed like nobody's business.
I'll miss his funny actions!

AND TODAY!
Had area cleaning. Freaking funny and disgusting. Shan't elaborate much. hahah!
$10.00 price tag. OK! Don't be mean. hahaha
Prize presentation and group 11 and 12 were separated! D:
BUS RIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I came home safely :D
I miss Razak and zip line and kayaking.
Oh~ I donated all my fish away!

Btw, Yee Hui why do I miss you so much? hahahaha! Lobang jubo (:

Dorm mates!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Sharon - hello!
Fayyad - Shut up! You cheater luh! Chicken. I want the real poker cards dude.
Cindy - Because I was v mean to walk away that time.
Lynn - heh! You too! (:
Yue Qin - HELLOOOOOOOOOO!
Yee Hui - oei! Reading is fun! haha. If you can imagine. OOPS! I forgot somebody doesn't have a sense of imgination. WATCH BARNEY!
Pei Wen - Changed alrd and thanks for complimenting! :D
Wei Jun - Thanks (:
Fayyad - Not decades yet!
Amanda - okie!
Qian Yi - hello! Its the first time you ever say something that bad to that guy! :D
Adi - Ya right. We are two groups away. DANG
Teddybear - SHUT UP LA. Anyhow.
Wan Shing - OMG! You tagged. hello!
Cindy - OKOK! Updated!
Zhi Wei - HAHA! Yea. Esp. kayaking!
John - hahahahhahahaha. okie! I want play stepping game!
Cbox

2009-05-31T22:32:00.003+08:00

I love you, you love me, we are happy family. HA HA HA. forget it luh.

Holidays started. NO! Correction: shagdays started.

Saturday's band was tiring. Maybe I'm still not accustomed to the schedule and all.
I hope I will adapt fast! Cause my energy is draining.
Mr Tan came in the morning. Rehearsals were fine but I was kind of sleepy. heh!
There wasn't any marching. What a pity... I was looking forward to the fun.
Anw, I joined Michael with his secondary ones.
Taught one of them and I almost screamed cause I don't even know if she gets it.
P A T I E N C E!
Sectional-ed for like the whole afternoon. Learned some rhythm from Michael.
I wonder how long since I learn something new aye.
I went crazyyyyy singing "ONWARD ONWARD WE GOOOOO!" and forgetting lyrics in between.
I pissed I don't know how many people off.

TO FAYYAD : You cheater! I'm so going to winnnnnnnnnn!

Qian Yi went to church with me.
Thanks for that post that touched me. I was shocked ttm!
I am velly happy you know!!
Pearl baked muffins. Delicious :D Although it wasn't your recipe! *giggles
Read my storybook during the service.
I completed that book and I rate it 2/5.
Ouh. I like to eat sour stuffs. Fear not, I'm not pregnant.
Wasted my life away today.

I am so going to change my blogskin now!

OH... IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I WRITE IN MY BLOG, YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ IT.

2009-05-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

Recovered.

I hope everyday would be as fun as today. Exercising with joy and laughter :D
The inter-class games really brightened up my life in school!
I get to talk to long-time-no-see friends. Pei Wen! *hugs*
I went around hugging many people today. Long time since I hugged someone!
Thanks a billion to the guys who were willing to swoop games with me!
If I were to join soccer today, I would have missed out loads of fun.
Although we didn't come in as the champion, I'm sure we had a great time. Ok, at least I do!
The matches versus a1, b2 and s3 were awesome.
I get to bond with the not-so-close friends. I'm more than happy to be able to make more friends.
Sorry if anyone of you went deaf because of my screams!
Jeanne! I have butter fingerxzxzxzx :D *hugs*
You know what? I love captain's ball ttm.
How I wish everyday will be a captain's ball day so I don't have to bore myself to death in class.
Woohooo! Fat hope.
I love watching soccer. heh!
PS. Adi, I forgive you (:

BANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBAND.

Sectional-ed in the hot study area while the rest of the people had the air-con.
We had much more benefits though. No stress and laughter!
Yi Jun! I believe you can play the cymbals nicely :)
I had a laughing fit today. The "zhou" and the kicking of butt.
Oh Oh... and pepsi cola one two three. Cheaterrrrrrrrs.

Today is the best day of the week. Trouble-free and I love it.

I love 3s2 (:

To : Woan Ting, Sharon, Zhi Wei and Derrick. Take care of your wounds peepo!

Singapore's first case of H1N1. May God bless the person to recover asap (:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Rosemary - hokie dokies!
Yue Qin - Yes yes, cowseller :D
Colin - JIEJIE! whateverrrrr. hahahahahhaahahahaha. Where's your sweet heart ?
Pearlyn - hahaha. Thanks sistarzxz!
Jeannes - Jeanne :D hahahahaha.

2009-05-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

Enough is enough. Brave it through.

The cycle of band starts all over again. The feeling of having to return to school on a Saturday feels weird out of a sudden. I need time to adapt. Morning run/jog was fine. We ran ten whole rounds in ten minutes. I walked for a round though. I feel so awesome to exercise after such a long time!

Only the Secondary threes marched today. Pretty fun, we get to laugh and learn from one another. We got singled out to command the squad. Funny yet scary. I was trembling like mad when I shouted the command. Like you have to stand in the middle of the parade square and shout to the other end. {shivers} Oh, the commands were all in Malay and they all sound so funny coming out from my mouth. Kebealcan puseng. However you spell it.

Started on a new song. So disorganized. Do you know that setting up stands is also part of setting up the instruments? Something happened along the way and I broke down. I DIDN'T WANT TO ___. I just can't help it. That is what I'll do when I'm angry. Thanks bestie and co for letting me whack you, scream and laugh my head off to see the "wrestling scene". Sorry Michael and Fayyad, I can't say it out. I don't want anybody to take sides.
Had American marching after rehearsals. I prefer to command in English so much more to Malay. Furthermore, I don't have to shout (: Fayyad and Michael, sabo me huh! You waittttttttt!
I'm sorry Cindy, Mei Qi and Permyod. I didn't show the behaviour I'm supposed to.

Church was better than last weeks (: I enjoyed worship a lot. We were teasing Wan Ru all the way throughout service and during lunch. One month of honeymoon... I want it too! D:
Gained fatssssssssssss and went home to do stupid Chemistry homework.

I hate being the youngest, being outcasted by the family, being left aside, having no stand.
You guys pity other families who have family problems. Yes, they might have greater problems than us. You comment but have you reflected on our family? Have you gave a thought on how I feel? NO.

Why do I feel this way? Its because I'm concerned. Are you concerned or do you care about playing? Can you understand what I felt at that point? Your actions is so inconsiderate I cannot stand it. Don't blame me for walking off. So what if you are the best player amongst us? Fine. You can have whatever you want. I won't argue with you. I will just step back. You can take everything do anything that pleases yourself. I am sick and tired. I don't want to care. I don't have the energy loving them, being caring and nice anymore.

I'm very very frustrated with myself. Me myself don't know what is the problem with me. I have all sorts of feelings now. Dejected, unhappy everything. I need a cowseller.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - Hello (:
Nadiah - I miss you ttm!
Pearlyn - hahaha. Cause you love me no more D:
Fayyad - Just don't side, don't assume and treat as if nothing has happened k (:
Qian Ling - I guess so... Nothing happened(: Concentrate on your O levels! No. We don't have the same faceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-22T19:20:00.006+08:00

Good friends are hard to come by...

I will not be bothered with things I shouldn't be.
What else can I say? I'm just a kid.

One day I'll make it to child psychology. My ambition. {combination of child care plus psychology}
Results are out {shakes head vigorously} I'm most disappointed in Chemistry. Esther Tang Hui En swears that I'm going put in thrice the effort for Ca2! Mark my words.
Band resumed. My section means a lot to me. I really miss the joy and laughter (:
Oh. Thanks Grace for talking to me that day, it really made me feel way better! :D

Let something interesting happen in my life!

:D

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Zhi Wei - Okie! Call Jae Kyung out too (:
Pei Wen - You didn't flunk k! I'm alrightttttttttttt (: Love you loads <33
Woan Ting - I know that! That girl!!
Pearlyn - I'm alright already! I love you too. No, I shouldn't waste my love on you >:)
Qian Yi - Okie. Will link you (:
Pei Wen - I updated!!!

2009-05-18T18:13:00.002+08:00

Its back, all over again...

I tried to change my mindset, to be positive.
I had really been tolerating with things I know wouldn't in the past.
I am no longer that straightforward. What more do you want ?

Can you not choose the path I'm leading for me?
Do you know how many freaking times we quarreled or argued over God.
Stop asking me if I have a heart for God. Stop asking whether I have faith in God.
I am very frustrated.
Sometimes, you make me hate God. Sometimes, you make me hate you.

Mid Year Examinations are officially over. I don't expect any good grades as I did not put in the effort. No one is to blame.

Wan Ru's wedding is over. May God bless them with a blissful marriage (:
Looking at the guys expression when they ate those rubbish, it is really priceless.
Celery + banana + papaya + etc = stinks. I don't know how they ate it down. {disgustingzxz}
I was bored to the maximum so went up to the bride's room and watched Fa Mu Lan.
It was really heart-warming when you see them take their vows, exchanging wedding rings.
Oh~ I felt like digging a hole to bury myself when that stupid photo was screened.
Conclusion : It was a tiring day.

I completed 'The Kite Runner' in a day. A nice book to read. Its about love, honor, guilt, fear, redemption and friendship.

I will upload all the photos when I get them.

{I'm feeling lost}

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Wei Jun - Grow up please.
Ariel - Relax! hahaha! They suck.
Yee Hui - That girl. tsk!
Shin Ying - yea! Wait till the results are out.
Grace - He Mei Mao! I miss you!!
Lynn - hello(:

2009-05-08T19:31:00.003+08:00

I miss childhood.

I want to go back to AMK and visit kak midah and kak aisha(?) someday soon!

I have just wasted half of the year slacking away. How great can this get? Mid-year exams are almost over. But there are 3 major papers left which are EMATH! PHYSICS! AMATH! D: I neeed to love math now! The previous papers were alright passable but won't be able to score well. Last minute revision never works. I have to buck up.

I'm not done shopping for Wan Ru's wedding yet. I have to save for my freaking expensive contact lens cause my mummy refuses to pay. I shall borrow money from loan shark. Just kidding, why would I sentence myself to death.

Guess what? Extremely good news, the three eight women are going to appear. {for them} They don't deserve going D: My mood is guaranteed to be ruined. No no no, why should my mood be affected by them. {Grossed out}

I am going to mug everyday after school from today onwards!
I'm gonna win you for EOY! :D

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - No! You are so pretty. ahahaha
Sharon - You are a happy girl now!
Yazid - All the best for the rest of the papers :D
Qian Ling - Fine Fine. I will study hard. No worries! :D
Jing Yi - I will! Lets meet up after MYE :)
Amirah - All the best for the rest of the papers. hahaha! His bangs rocks not!
John - I sing better than you ok! Chicken you and your ugly bangs/hair. HAHA
Sharon - Relinked
Doreen - Hey! All the best for your papers :)
Pei Wen - I miss you too pervert! HAHAHA! All the best for your math! :D Love you! Nope, Geog wasn't easy. I studied the wrong thing. No A1 D:
Rosemary - Relinked

2009-04-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

Back on track.
I wasn't the one who started it but still, sorry.

YAPPA DODAA DOOOO!

I'm currently in high spirits :D
MYE is coming but I haven't done any revision. Okay, except a little of physics?
Any darlings willing to motivate Esther and study with her?
Friday was an absolute funny day. Endless laughter with my dear clique! :D
John, please don't ever go near the microphone! HAHAHAH! Tried to study but failed. Wayyyy too noisy.
Saturday was shopping spree. I spent what I'm not supposed to spend. I didn't regret though (:
Sunday was waste of time. Ate nice food at Bedok and took an hour bus ride home. It was pretty nice to be in a bus when its raining! :D
The weather nowadays is really horrible. Sunny and hot to the maximum. D:

Look at what I did over the weekend. I didn't even spend time on my studies. Gosh. I'm a lazy ass. Useless ranting. ohhh... "Physics Tuition" did help(: I shall study. NOW!

Rubbish post. Ignore this.

2009-04-23T13:17:00.003+08:00

Big Mistake.

It is similar to a spoiled radio replaying a tune over and over again. The same old tune the same old rhythm... It seems easy to find the stop button but in actual fact, its difficult. Way way difficult...

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yee Hui - YAY! "It" is back to normal. Sigh! YEEHUI! D:
Jing Yi - I want to hurry see you!!! You are always working or hip hopping. Do you have time for meee? I will do my best for the upcoming exams!
Qian Ling - 毛姐, i think i'm alright. hahaha! You must study luh!
Yue Qin - Where got ugly?

2009-04-17T20:33:00.007+08:00

EXAMINATIONS ARE COMINGGGGGGGGGGG! *screams!*

I don't like the pressure from my mother. Although I seem as if I don't care but I'm really really stressed. D: Oh God Oh God!

I hope that it will really come to its senses. Because this is going to get from bad to worse. We did our best to help it already but I am tired of this... People starts to notice the difference in it and tells that to us. But what can we do? We are just mere friends. Please wake up and be the happy it.

This week is tiring to the max! Had been sleeping for less than five hours per day. How bad can this get. D: Results are horrible. I have nothing to say except to continue studying and studying. Like some bookworm stuck to the book forever.

Wan Ru's wedding is in three weeks time? Super super duper excited already! I haven't did my shopping. I need time. Gosh, Mid Year is coming!! AHHH!

Okay. I realised that I've haven't been updating photos. So here comessssss...

Beloveds (:
Amazing right?(:I miss you a lot a lot a lot! Qiu Yin! Yu Jia!BFFs :D JOHN! U spoil this! LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Amirah - Teh teh! :D
Botak - hahahahaha. okay.
June - Okie. You then big butt loh!
Yee Hui - I am studying very hard.
Rosemary - hahah. (: He Yu - Okie!
Angel - I saw you a lot of times in church!
Lynn - hello!
Yazid - Thanks(:
Yee Hui - shit luck.
Yue Qin - You're back in ACTION!!!
Qian Ling - Yea. I was very shocked. haha! Will link youuuuuuuu!
Knottyzai - You have a very familiar name.

2009-04-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

YAY! I did chinese homework! *applause*

The 10th Year Anniversary was superb! I love my BFFs and bestie. Standing still in the parade for so long is really tough. Thank God I didn't faint but my legs were feeling jelly. I wonder why V.I.Ps take such a long time when they always emphasize on punctuality! I love the finale cause it was the best! Home beats everything else. :D

Sorry for the stupid shit emotional breakdown I have. I cry when I'm extremely angry.
I woke up damn early today to help percussion out. I think I missed a lot of lessons and I bet I will have a hard time catching up with my workload. Besides the crying part I had fun with my dear friends. We were super hyper on the way to S.C.H, crapping non stoppppppppppppp! I missed out a whole load of fun these months. I really really miss them! Everyone was so excited for the competition. Hugged and wishes. They played really nice. Well, they did their best! Be happy people! Qian Ling, you shocked the hell out of me k!

The best part about Good Friday was the good night rest I wanted to have since the start of the year.

Many upcoming tests next week. I'm going to be drained out. I hope God blesses my brain and I can memorise everything! :D

2009-04-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

That is how it works.

For the past few days I've been doing much thinking.
I realised that I've lost many. We were such awesome friends. WERE refers to the past tense. I sincerely wish that we could become like the past. The times we joked, crapped, watched movie... IMY friend.

Talking about friends. I seriously have much catching up to do. I'm always occupied with something to do. I can't cope with my studies. My grades suck. I seriously should not waste my time anymore. I want to do EXTREMELY well for MYE! I mean what I say. I've been putting in 100% effort to listen in class. Listening in class really does help. I used to not pay attention during Physics lessons and I can't do a single question. Now, I've been listening to Mr Tang and I can do the worksheets. I'm proud of myself as it is the first time I ever completed a Physics worksheet by myself! I see hope.

I was rather depressed and stressed out by my family. Its not that I am too proud to accept any help. The fact is I don't dare to and I don't want to waste time to. Eventually, you guys will just say I forgot or I don't know. So what for?

Ohhhh... And I learnt that to be a programme IC isn't an easy job. Programme IC basically runs the whole show. Now I have to work with Colin to make TGIF a success. Of course with my dear church mates! :D

As for band! I really hope SYF will end in like a day. I can't stand it anymore. I'm just wasting my time in band doing nothing. D: Hurry end and I can join my section!

I need to be independent.

The 10th year anniversary rehearsal today was great. Except the tired-ness.
I went home together with my BFFs and bestie. FINALLY! After so many days which seemed like decades to me! :D

To BESTIE! : Happy belated birthday yea! Anyway, hope you love the presents, the book (especially) and the cake! :D

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - <3!>
Yee Hui - Go on and screaaaaaaam.
Pei Wen - YEA! hahahaha. I haven't been watching movies lately!
Lynn - haha. I'm not going to care about that anymore.
Zhi Wei - hokay. I updated!
Grace - hahahahaha! I loveeeeeeeeee the song too! :D
Lynn - I'm not.
Yee Hui - I got my internet fixed! :D

2009-03-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

Who Knew.

OOOOOOOOOOO YEA YEA!
I am in an extreme good mood now. :D

Some interesting stuffs :)
We had our first ever cross-country on Friday. Well, it was more like a cross-park. Walked the whole 3km cause we can't be bothered to run. I wanted to run though but it won't be fun if only two people wanted to run. So wasted the whole morning walking and getting all sweaty and dirty.

After cross-park, BFFs, bestie, Yue Qin, Yan Ning, Wee, Derrick and I went to eat. I ate my first cockle? ITS EXTREMELY GROSS. {pukes} I wonder why people like that thing. eee!
We watched Race to the Witch Mountain. It was a nice movie. HAHAHA! I don't understand why we are laughing when the scene isn't funny at all. hahaha! Super crazy. The guy is so cute! Shaun and Yee Hui are irritated by me. YES I KNOW! It had been ages since I last watched a movie. Its a great day indeed.

I realised my sec one juniors are as lame as us. haha! Nadiah! They take after you! :D I wonder at which batch will the lame-ness stop. {roars of laughter}.

The lead singer of Delirious was awesome. I'm so attracted by his voice. Guess what? He has six children! I wonder how he takes care of them! Lunch at BK with cell. It started raining and we got all hyper. We were kind of perverted. Laughed like some crazy kids. HAHAHAA! "How would you know if I never wore one" Then had TGIF planning. Colin and I are the programme ICs. HAHA! Unbelievable, I hope we can plan well yea! Headed to bugis after that. Disappointing. NOTHING caught my eye. Sigh. But something interesting happened. We saw a man who looked as if he came from walt disney in enchanted. He was wearing some princess-y dress with super high heels that I think I will never be able to wear. He shocked the hell out of me. I was effing scared. The way he looks at you is so scary. I freaked out. I hate gays. Can't they just love themselves for who they are and stick to their orignial gender!? OMG! I had to see all the weirdest people on that day. Enchanted princess to two gays to lesbians. WTH! {Sore-eyes}

Remedials were crap today. Physics made me angry. Chemistry makes me confuse. D:
Went home with Shin Ying and found out a whole load of news!
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER!?!?!! {screaaaaaaaams}

It feels weird without talking to my BFFs just in a day.{misses}

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Jing Yi - BOO! You didn't celebrate with me D:
Wei Jun - hah. Thanks.
Jin Li - HAHA! A superrrrrrrr belated birthday to you too! :D
Pearlyn - Enchanted princess. EEEWWWWW!

2009-03-10T19:59:00.003+08:00

Blessed girl (:

I'm officially fifteen! Fifteen marks a great difference in my life.
Yesterday was indeed a very enjoyable day. Firstly, my mom eventually gave in to me(:
Thanks to all who sent me midnight birthday wishes! HAHA!
I was very touched to see all those messages sent by my primary schoolmates.{loves}'

Thanks to Jasmine{hugs} I had a very delicious 爱心早餐. Jealous? hahaha!
Thanks Yue Qin, Yee Hui, Yan Ning, Jasmine for the creative presents.
Thanks John for the extremely cool sticks!
Thanks Shaun for the friendship thing. hahaha! Btw, its not lame luh!
Note : Please do not wrap them in thousand layers of newspaper!
Thanks Pei Wen, Shu Yun and Sharon for the gorgeous present.
Thanks Amanda, Shin Ying and Pearlyn for the super duper cute dale and balloon.
Thanks Wei Jun for the chocolates.
Thanks Gary and Charlotte for the roses.
Special thanks to BFF John and Shaun and Bestie, Yee Hui for brightening up my day! (:
Enough of thanks giving session.
Oh... and the thunderous birthday song! HAHAHA!
I fulfilled one of my wishes, which is to play with brandy. haha!
We went to Shaun's house to play with brandy but we all ended up playing guitar hero.
I tell you. It was extremely funny. Non-stop laughing. I was super doodoo when I played the drumset. haha! And I treated the guitar like a piano. Brandy is damn cute and furry. hahha.
Went home at about seven? My mother prepared a sumptuous meal for me! Cut cake and stuffs. I think this year I had the best birthday photo. hahaha!

Oh! I passed my first A.Math test taken on my birthday! I was elated but I still failed my overall though D: I will strive for the better next time! Physics test was managable but I'm afraid I wrote the wrong thing. SS is a gone case. Oral is very funny. Thats all for tests! YAY!
I don't like soccer. I want to play netball/captain's ball. HAHA! Something hiliarious happened today during P.E.. Shan't mention what! Ate with BFF and bestie before going home. Laughed like nuts as usual. haha.
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EGG TARTS. AHAHA!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D
Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday! Loves<3

2009-03-08T16:46:00.007+08:00

I hope tomorrow would be a better day! D:

I kinda caught up with school work. Holidays are coming so it would be even better! :D
I hope I don't flunk any test and score really well for English! *cross fingers*
Rather moody these days. D:
I wanna go sentosa with my star family, bffs and bestie during the holidays! hahahaha.
I need to shop.

Yesterday, there was band. I'm kinda peeved with my juniors were fooling around when I asked them to practice. F.Y.I, I had been tolerating for quite a well already k... I know how it feels to be a senior now! They're forgiven (: My section sang the birthday song with pizzas around me. Damn funny. I was super angry then such a scene happened. Super wrong timing. But I appreciated it! Thanks Darlings! :D *hugs* I saw Angel and Qiu Ru after 14541 months. hahahah! I miss them very much!
Somethings happened after band. Crap. I hope that cunning/evil/heartless person owns up. SHIT YOU! I bet you won't sleep well and eat well for your conscience is bugging you! There is more than meets the eye. Ate dinner with Hafiz, BFFs, bestie. I found out a whole load of crap. We laughed like mad over naming _____. HAHAHA!

Started today with my mum nagging for us to hurry. hahaha! Only Pearl, Roseline and I went for service. Crap. Shan't talk about the inbetweens. I'm not happy. Ate lunch with Roseline. I think I never ate with her alone for ages. Talked about the funniest things. Thanks for the drink and toast! I kinda cheered up after that(: I forgot to take my keys with me today. So I was stucked outside my house for two hours. And my sister came home and lectured me for my attitude. I'm pissed off with her. Irritating.

Overdued photos.

Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MARCH BABIES!
CHANG YUAN - 1 March
VIVIAN CHAN / RUITING - 2 March
AMANDA YEONG - 3 March
ASHLEY TOH - 6 March
VIVIAN SIM - 7 March

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

John - ever since you put on braces!
Grace - Thats my hands! :D
Lynn - haha. I know... D:
Ke Jing - OMG! I am superrrrrrrrrrr surprised! You still remember me! :D Leave me your no.
Cindy - What superwoman?
Lynn - Thanks! (:
Grace - UPDATED! :D

2009-02-27T18:52:00.005+08:00

Photo taken by Hafiz.

Its better to remain like that...

The past weeks had been hectic and exhausting. Everyday seemed so packed.
I can't eat and sleep well... Someone tell me why! D:
I can't catch up with A Maths. I regretted choosing a pure science class...
I can't pass Physics...
I can't manage my time...
I can't put my feelings together...
I can't this, I can't that. What a failure.
I need to buck up on my studies!

Oh well. What is done is done! Is there anything that I can do to make my brain react faster?

A week back, I went for Jonathan's birthday party. It was as if I went to a gambling den. HAHA! I meant it. But I had fun(: K,CT,CA,J^2 were very entertaining. Especially the Tamil show part. The way the actress talks sounds wrong. Oh, I tried learning mahjong but I suck at it. I don't even know what tiles are what tiles. HAHA! I know, I'm extremely not suitable for that yea! Btw, Jon, your friends' singing is super thunderous. (: Thats about it.

La Sinfonie d'Amis II/Friends In Concert 2009

It wasn't an awesome concert. I wasn't feeling very well that day so it wasn't fun.
I love intermezzo.
Watched the rest of the performance after ours. I was typing stuffs to Yue Qin. HAHA! I don't like uh! Yeaps. I was super tired so I collapsed on my bed after I bathed.
Sorry Pearl, I left you alone in church! D:

I finally put on my bottom braces! :D It hurts like hell though.
Anddddd... There are officially three bracefaces in band. We shall all put the same colour one day. HAHA! John, welcome to the family! :D

I like sitting beside Amanda in class. We crap about almost everything!
I shall study now! A whole load of tests are coming up!

Chemistry spelling on 2 March (next monday!)
E. Math test on 2 March (next monday!)
English test sometime next week.
Chemistry Chapter Three test on 4 March (next wednesday!)
Geography Test on 4 March (next wednesday!)
Physics Test on 9 March (next next monday!!!)
A. Maths Chapter two test on 9 March (next next monday!!!)

Crap... Those two tests to be taken on my birthday are the ones that I won't have the confidence to pass. WHAT A BIRTHDAY TO SPEND! D:

Before I end...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FEBRUARY BABIES!
Roseline (:
Pei Wen (:
Jonathan (:
Botak (:
Mei Yi (:
[I know its a little too late]

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Yue Qin - :D
Hui Jia - I shall bake more cookies next time! :D
Wei Jun - HAHA! Thanks for your badge. (Late)
Pearlyn, Sharon, Lynn - Happy super belated v day. hahahahahah!
Pei Wen - You're welcome!
Fayyad - Yes. Everybody knows that you're a monkey!
Jasmine - You are v v v v lame!
Zhi Wei - Thanks.
Lynn - My email is esther.en@live.com. HAHA! Yes. you naughty girl who whacked my butt.
Grace - I updated! :D

2009-02-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world...

I'm busy with many things.
This week is filled with tests, tests and more tests.
I will only blame myself if I flunk all of them cause I didn't put in effort to study properly.
Life is all about :AE Math, Physics, Chemistry, English, MT, SS, Geog ...

Yesterday was very fun! :D
Went over to Shin Ying's house to bake. I think I laughed more than I baked. Electone is damn fun! Yee Hui was extremely retarded seriously. She kept doing actions that will make Shin Ying laugh and then I'll laugh at Shin Ying's laughter. Who recovers the slowest? ME! D: So first I was sitting. Then I crouched at one corner. Then I rolled about on the floor. hahahahahaha! I Jackpot eyes! I feel so bad putting the photo on the paper! HAHA! Anyways, hope the cookies taste nice!

TODAY today is all or nothing, all the way the praise goes up to you.
Total Defence Day? Yeap. Assembly was in the hall today. Yan Ning was crapping like I-don't-know whose business. The videos on the Rwanda genocide was extremely sad. I feel that I'm one of the typical tofus that takes things for granted. I think I will be the first to die if I was in that situation. Had some stupid fire drill which is a total waste of time. I don't see why we are having that exercise since no one takes that seriously. Sorry for being so emotional today. Don't worry about me, I'm fine. Okay. Bad moods aside. Mdm Pillai's expressions are all very funny. I can't stop laughing over certain things. I was tired to the maximum during band. Sorry if I didn't teach you guys properly. Real sorry! I played the drumset to perk myself up, but it didn't work. For once in my whole life, I think Miss Koh is a rather nice teacher(: HAHA!

Went to buddy for late lunch and supposedly dessert. Thanks Yee Hui for the brownie! :D I nearly broke my nose there. I was picking up my file then I banged my nose on the chair. It seems that my nose is connected to my eyes. Like-duh. !@#$! The table leg was funny. The bullying of Yan Ning was even worse. HAHA! They cheered me up a lot. Thanks girl friends! :D
I think I broke my finger cause I knock against the basin real hard.

Its either you start first or never.
I won't compromise.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS OF IT OF THAT. I HATE BEES!

HAPPY APPRECIATION DAY!
Thanks for the chocolates, cards, rose ...

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Cindy - Love you too!
Pei Wen - You naughty girl!
Jing Yi - Oh! I will (:
Fayyad - Finally updated.
John - haha.
Martin - When is second time? (:
Fayyad - FFFFFFFFFfaaaaaaaBBBBBuuuLLLLooUUss!
Cindy - HI!
Yue Qin - loves loves! :D

2009-02-08T14:56:00.006+08:00

Yappedy Yippedy Dooo!

Church was freeeeeeeezy.

As promised! :D

BFF! :D

2009-02-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

Lights out.

My computer's memory is darn low. D:
Right... It is the first time I'm not tired after running. HAH! I can run better when I don't eat breakfast (: I managed to teach my juniors the whole Solo 5 before lunch today. A round of applause for them! :D So proud of you guys manszxz. Permyod; Please do not get too fierce ah! It may be funny to us but control yourself too! :D I have no comments on the sec ones. Except that Nadirah's brother is very cute! :D Rosemary you are an extreme pervert ok! Went home and went out again for our alumni's concert. They were great. Took lots of photos. Yeap. Helped them move the instruments back to band room. Ate dinner/supper with Yee Hui, BFFs and Derrick. We were damn mean, keeping away John's food from him. His burger got smashed like I-don't-know how many times. Plus Fayyad's stupid face. hahahaha! Freaking funny. I laughed till I cried and had stomach cramps. I was very hyper active today. John; Don't sad! Still got other chances! :D You so "attractive" worhzxzx. I had a whole load of fun tonight! :D

Now... fun aside...
I have SS test
A Math homework
Physics homework
Physics test
Geography homework
Geography test.

I am tired. I shall sleep early and wake up at 6 tmr to study! :D
Photos to be uploaded tmr!!!

2009-02-06T18:44:00.003+08:00

What do you call an educated adult who always scold children?

I'm in high spirits now! :D I PASSED MY MATH! HAHAHAHAH! Like finally after failing twice consecutively. I realise I can study better after midnight! I have to buck up on my A Math. D:
I AM NOT A DISTANT RELATIVE OF MR TANG. I cannot describe how I feel but if you think its a joke, I think otherwise. I am sick and tired of Physics lessons. I can't catch a thing on light. Shitzxz. Chemistry is fun but Mr Ramesh is always absent D:
I failed English. Omgzxzxzx. I can't believe I actually failed English by a mark. D: I've yet to get back Chinese Compo test results.*EXCITED NOT* I have a sudden urge to do art!

Bandbandbandbandbandbandbandbandband is boring. Except that my juniors are pretty obedient these days. Compliment ok! Cindy; Don't cry yea... These kind of things always happen alright. You played well today! I loveee you k! :D Marimba and vibraphone is back! YAY! Can side read already! woohoo! :D I forgot what happened. Oh yes! I learnt the starting drumset part of Hosanna properly already! But I can only play freaking slowly to get everything correct. I was very gentle to my juniors today! I shall be gentle cause they are scared of me. hahaha!
Crapped and walk around.
I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK.
I HAVE TO STUDY FOR TESTS.
I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO TIE MY HAIR PROPERLY. *laughzxzxz*

Answer : A teacher/discipline mistress.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Bao Ying - Oh, I touched you. HAHAHAHA! No shoulders though(Sensitive ah). I love you too!
Fayyad - What drumset tutor. I'm still FARRRRRRR from it k! HAHA!
Jerom - Oi. I think I remember. Jerom Chong Xiu Yuan! :D
Teddy - Thank you thank you! :D
Si Zhen - HELLO!!!!!!!!!! I miss you! AHAHAHA!

2009-02-01T19:38:00.002+08:00

To be happy or sad?

How many times have you laughed? How many times have you cried?
I nearly overslept today as I am very very tired. Went to church with my second sister. Today is the first of February so there was communion. I cried. Yes, I needed to let go certain things to the Lord. The love of God shall fill my heart(: [Not trying to be holy here btw]. Service was all about studying Math. I feel guilty. Oopsaye... I promise that would be the last time! I was starving all the way until we reached Marine Parade. Ouh. Roseline is a little crazy today. HAHA! Congre was all about relationships. It was a rather interesting topic as there was sharing session. The teachers are all very funny but there were sad ones too. I would rather stay single! :D Walked around parkway after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO YING darl! <3333333333333333
Laoren! HAHAHAHAH!
Sorry for not having the best birthday celebration due to the time constraint yea.
Thanks for being the very very very best SISTER of mine. Our fourteen years of friendship still counting! During these fourteen years many many things happened. Be it good or bad, we will always be there for each other. I'm blessed to have you as my sister in Christ! :D We were the first to wish each other happy new year and your the first person to say you love me this year. HAHAHA! We went crazy at the slightest things together. I think your the only one who stayed over at my house having a girls night talk. You will never leave me alone despite me being an asshole. Thanks for all the little things you did for me to brighten up life! :D First sisterto be fifteen eh! *sarcastic tone* I lurbzxzxz euzxzxzx! *muacksmuacksmuacks* YUCK!

Love Tags Reply :D

Jerom - I forgot your full name! HAHA! Sorry!
TeddyBear - You ownself refresh! HAHAHA
Wei Jun - HAHA! SINCE V LONGGGGG!
Yue Qin - HELLO POLYGON SISTER! HAHAHA!
Yan Ling - ahahaha! okay. Whatever ... better than shi shen nu!

2009-01-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

Why didn't the skeleton cross the road?

I HATE THAT FREAKING SHEEEEEEEEEEP! ~~bitchwhoreslut~~...

Started the day with laughing! When we got off the bus, many people start to run towards us. Asking us for donation. They scared me. I wasn't awake yet. More and more people came to us. All my juniors know how to play drumset already! :D So proud of them!*loves loves* Your teacher here is very awesome right? Lunched with the polygon family, supposedly to be star. hahaha! I'm new there! :D Rotted until they had to side read some song. A very funny song but it was played in a fun manner. I am very hyper today. *laughs* I was screaming with my sister just now. I was chatting on the phone like some idiot with Yee Hui. Lets go Kbox together k! :D Relatives coming over soon. Baby sitting session? I guess they grew up already. I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR! I have tons of jokes now, teddy shared them with me(: HAHA!
Gotta entertain kids now! BYEEEEE (:

Answer : It has no guts! :D

2009-01-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

Who is the fastest runner? A green crab or a red crab?

Rush rush rush!
Math is a total disaster. I need tuition or some brain transplant. I was stoning all the way until recess. I can't concentrate well nowadays. SIGH!!! Somethings floating in my brain yea... Mr Ramesh was funny. "Esther shall go home and read these newspapers". I like Chemistry :D I dislike Physics. Why don't Mr Tang teach us theory? D: He is so into self-service. Taking my ruler, protractor etc etc all by himself. I start to find Mdm Pillai rather acceptable except when she shouts. I shall not talk about boring lessons.

Headed for band right after school. We all know Permyod's secret already!! He was being tormented by me in the band room. hahahahahaha! I taught him drumset alone. Stop saying you can't play, you can do it! Yeap... he is able to play the basics now! All under my loving guidance >:) *crapzxzxz* I was rather happy with that! I have the patience to teach :D I started fiddling with Jun Hao's bass clarinet. I realise I have very little air capacity. I think I can't even be heard. But it was fun! I likeeeeeee. Zhi Wei, you disappointing idiot!!!@%$#@!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEROM CHONG!!!
Birthday bash the next time I see you! :D

Answer : The green crab. The red one is cooked :) Teddybear's joke :D

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

TeddyBear - HAHA! You lousy. Its not difficult to tag loh!
Jerom - I didn't bully you k! Your name is very big here! :D

2009-01-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

A boy swimming in the river was chased by a crocodile but why didn't he die?

Everything seems to be moving at a very fast pace. Sad to say, I can't catch up.

Its HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! Its didn't turn out to be what I expected. I CANNOT WAIT FOR MY FAMILY TO EXPAND! Samuel joined us for visitation this year. What happened at sam yi po{in cantonese} was very funny! Those oversized gorilla's there. Ok.. Those body builders/weight lifters there! HAHAHA! I feel small at their house :D I cannot stand my cousins/niece/nephews.[Complicating family tree] Screaming and shouting when its past midnight. I was so tired and they have to irritate me! Poor me had only four hours of sleep today! I don't like this year's new year! D:

Oh! Luo lao shi was explaining the days of the new year to us. As I'm a Christian, I don't really understand much and I just celebrate for the sake of celebrating. So its good to know! Its interesting toooooo!

Schooooooooooooooooool is going to be tough. All the best.
I quarrelled with momma today. BOOHOO! I hate it.
I hope I have some stones in life to ensure smooth journey! :D
Just like how stones ensure smooth boiling.

Answer : He is wearing crocs undies! The atmosphere is very cold right?

Love Tags Reply :D

Pearlyn - HAHAHAHA! :D
Pei Wen - HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Lynn - uh... I don't really wish to care about this anymore. You and I are just going to forget about this.
Yue Qin - <33
Zhi Wei - You forever like to blame Martin/other people but never yourself. tsk. ahaha! It was really very funny!
Pearlyn - Happy 3rd day of lunar new year! hahaha
Daven - Yea! I know you haven't been here for a veryy long time(:

2009-01-21T20:20:00.003+08:00

What do you call the middle of a jellyfish?

Well, to start off. Schoolwork haven't been that awesome since school started. My Math is really beyond comprehension. I am a very good girl and I do listen in class and I don't know where my problem lies D: I think I'm gonna flunk my math test again. Second in three weeks! Should I bang the wall or what. Yeap, the rest of the subjects are pretty fine except for Math. I must pray to have the power to SELF STUDY! I believe I can handle that :D
I wanna be a computer!

Oh ~ Our photographers this time round were nice people. HAHA! You can never imagine what I did. :D

I think I lack of sleep. I need to wake up early every single day of the week. I hope my body clock gets immune to this fast. I'm losing myself every afternoon. Bad bad bad. I don't know why I have so many blue blacks on me! I don't think its merely carrying of the instruments fault. Doctor please don't predict the truth D:
Tightened my braces again. It freaking hurts and New Year is round the corner. Boohoo. Delicacies equals to pain.
I shall never do last minute shopping ever again. Total crap. Heh! I hope I have money rolling into my pocket during CNY so I can buy more stuffs (: Women being women. Or rather, girls being girls!

Answer : Jelly button! I like this joke(:
Being to judgmental may lead to your greatest downfall.

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Mei Qi - (:
Jing Yi - I will keep you updated! No worries! :D We have grown up (:
Pearlyn - Aww, I hate her! Relinked(:
Yue Qin - (:
Lynn - So, how did those rumors come about?
Cindy - hahaha! I will (:
Jerom - Okok! I go tag you!
Azurah - HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-01-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

Stressed.

I don't understand half of what Physics experiments are all about. How I wish it would be like Secondary two when the teacher shows an example before carrying out the experiment. FAT HOPE now D:

I'm trying my best to absorb more Math in my brain. I need to expand my brain capacity real fast. I'm trying my very best not to fall asleep during SS, Physics and Geography.
They are superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr boring lessons. Especially SS! Bad bad bad.

Mdm Pillai's lessons are the only lessons which brings our class together. We are always laughing and joking at almost the same stuffs. Martin's craps indeed kept us awake. The only lesson that benefits me the most is CHINESE. Unbelievable right? But thats the only lesson I pay attention to apart from Math. I'm peeved with school.

Whats wrong with being very good friends with boys? Do you have a problem with that? Or is it just pure jealousy? Come on! I will never grow any interest in them. Get the facts right before you spread those freaking rumors.

2009-01-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

It is a weird weird Sunday!

I spent the whole week in school! How nice can it get!? We went to perform at some place for an event. Moon represent my heart was alright except that I missed a note D: My drumset for If was alright too! Shaun BFF played well for Goodbye my love and John BFF played well for Colours of the Wind too! By the time the performance ended, it was too late for church! I miss you people know! D: Stayed back for a while to play drumset. I've not master that rythm yet! Took a very very squeezy bus to Chong Pang. That stupid auntie is so #!$^&%@$#. How do you expect us to move in when there was so little space! Do you have stamps sticked onto your eyeballs. you can't see! Who the hell you are to insult us? Go get yourself slimmed down first man. Typical bloody aunties! Did our homework at Macs and Kevin came to join us. Why does everybody like to whack my head and push me? Its no fun ok! Went to the library to return and look for his book. ZOMG! Searching for a book is way way difficult. Tsk. I know his secret! He did something real stupid at the bus stop. The people who saw that laughed at him. I laughed real loud. hahaha! Really funny!
Came home and brother-in-law taught me Math!
I hate and love Math now! Wheeeeeeeeeeee ~

2009-01-10T19:27:00.002+08:00

I'm happy as can be...

Thursday is the best day of the week. We get to go to school late and home early. There is no Physics as well! Isn't it greattttttttttt? :D

We had the Secondary One CCA orientation today. I'm nearly died of heatstroke. Side percussion did well! :D Our solo sounded nice I think(: Went around asking sec ones to join. Extremely tiring. Oh! I saw Bryan and Jeremiah! Its hell long since I ever talk and joke around with them! So we were like fighting amongst ourselves and asking our own batch to join our CCA. Stupid know! Had lots of fun today! :D The best part was taking photos and playing around. HAHA! We were like cam-whoring with Adi but didnt get to take many shots though. Awww, I miss him D: I take photo with bang bang with the laser! So cool!!!! HAHA! I want to hold a bang bang too! Jing Yi came for band today! She went through stuffs with us. I feel so nice with her around! :D I miss you XXL! D: *laughs*

No church tomorrow D: Solo tomorrow! All the best people! :D

Love Tags Replies :D

Cindy - Hello! No need for sorry...
Nadiah - Yea. With your lame jokes right! HAHAHA!
Yue Qin - :DDDDD
D - I still love my section because they are really great people and I forgave them already. SO THAT CONCLUDES THAT I'M NOT A TWOFACED GIRL. If you don't know me, how do you know I'm not a very person? Who are you to judge me? Btw, why are you so disgraced by your own name?
Mei Qi - :DDD

2009-01-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

我很伤心，快要爆炸了!

今天 is really a very bad day. Pffft.
I don't want to start on my homework now cause I don't have the mood to so I shall blog(:
Social studies is a killer! The first period and most of us were dead already. I'm still lost in the world of Chemistry and Physics. Especially Physics experiments! I miss Secondary two science. D: The boring day dragged all the way till the free period we had. I was caught by some discipline teacher after assembly. Not fair ah!

Had band today. Wow wow. We moved the instruments to the old library for rehearsal then moved the instruments down to the parade square for marching. I killed my wrist while carrying the glockenspiel. I know I'm accident prone. 我的 wrist 在发抖 when I'm typing now. I freaking tripped and hit my ankle with that nice cymbals. It hurts like nobody's business! Everything went on quite alright... Except for you-know-what. John buddy chill uh! We will persevere! :D Sorry for giving attitude but I seriously can't control. You guys don't have to apologise to me. It happened for many times already so yea... I don't think apologises work. But still, I will still love you(: Sorry Yee Hui and Shu Yun for being such an ass just now. Real sorry yea and Thanks(:
Second time of the year...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH! :D
Sorry for today yea! My best best senior(:
Loves <3

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Zhi Wei - Ya ya... very goodddddd k?
Pearlyn - HAHA! I don't know why that word came out of my mouth. Blame the chicken.
Yue Qin - I didn't know this year was cow year.
Pei Wen - Thanks (:
Shin Ying - HELLO!!!!!!!!
Pei Wen - You will see me everyday!
Zhi Wei - Tag you le!
Pei Wen - I saw you too! I miss two a one!
Shin Ying - YEAP! She made me love chinese. I posted some chinese words already. hahaha!

2009-01-06T17:33:00.002+08:00

I can do it! I WILL!

Oh! I did my daily devotions (: Start anew.

School is pretty weird for the first day. I am like sitting in the front row?! STUPID SHIT! I like Mrs Wan[math], Mdm Low[chinese] and Mr Ramesh[chemistry]. They are very funnaye people. On the other hand, I hate one teacher who digs his nose infront of the class. I shall not single him out. hahahahaha! How nice can I be (:< A new teacher is teaching our class for English, Geography and is our form teacher. Nobody ever listens to her in class. Super #!@%$@$!. Yeap. I'm trying my best listen in every lesson without sleeping. I WILL DO WELL FOR CHINESE! I like that subject now. hahahahahaha! Unbelievable eh?

Oh... I'm out of Syf. I am really disappointed but cried for and over and done with. You put in so much effort but yet there is no result. So does it mean to not put in effort to get results?

I only look forward to Sunday now D:
我要用华语写blog.

2009-01-01T20:27:00.009+08:00

Grab them. (:

Sorry Jing Yi the photos we took were damn blur so I'm not gonna post it up. Send you next time ya(:

Cake and cookies baking session!

BBQ and Countdown photos{most of them} (:

爱心 chicken wings which turned out bad.

Miss cowgirl. The very very big hat.My balloon is nicer than yours. hahaha! Ugly doctor. hahahaha! We ran past these freaky houses. Super eerie but cool.
I loveeeeeeee my cell <3 "Sisters ah!"

2009-01-01T03:08:00.004+08:00

A brend new chapter of life.

Monday
Band resumed on the 29th of December 2008. It was good to see all of them again. Except for the formation part when I'm the only person who turned up. I was rotting like mad in the band room. Please don't leave me alone! There is a performance coming up. I've got another drumset part. {Super happy to the power of 12377412479}. And I really dislike solos a lot but I will play them well. Moon represent my heart. Best I tell you. I'm gonna be so alone for the first and second day of school. Crap. Thanks to the orientation who snatched my buddy away. D: Bad bad bad.

Tuesday
Great day! I had piano and I started my grade three already. I feel like fainting cause I cannot coordinate my left and my right hand. Oh, my piano teacher's dog loves me. It jumped on me and licked my palm all over when I came in. After piano, I went for the bbq with Ariel, Alvina[?], Colin, Pearlyn, Roseline and Wei Xian. I was damn shocked when I saw lucky. It kinda nearly bite me when I fed it. SCARY! But its friendly, it wont bark nor bite. It will just scratch you, lick you and knock you with her teeth. PAIN! They started the fire and it was real funny. We started barbequing loads of food and we ended with loads of leftovers. They started the 爱心 corn and satay and to cook with love! SUPER !@%@!#%!@. The bush thing was the most hilarious thing.{Inside joke} I helped out with the chicken wings. I was cursing and swearing like nobody's business. They are real hard and bloody. haha! But I managed to learn new skills not as good as the professional chicken/pork poker though. "Butter girl". Oh. We kinda tortured the boys there. hahaha! Truth or Dare is a real stupid game. Okay. I had very much fun and I likeeeee(:
It was a very vulgar night indeed.

Wednesday/Thursday!
Rotted at home and met Qian Yi before going congree. I saw the SL from Riverside Secondary. She still remembers me. WOW(: Ate dinner with cell and then went off. Most of the people dressed up for the occassion. We played ice breaker and we were like "we will never part". In the end Wan Ru was kinda thrown around. So much for the "we will never part". I have many things to Thank God for. The testimony was really great. It makes me reflect more too. Took photos and stuffs. Headed to TC for the countdown party. It was extemely squeezy. We were all pretty hyper active. So we jumped and sang and scream and shouted. We were cheering for Qian Yi when she went up the stage. Screamed till our voice went coarse. Crazy people playing with the hair and all. hahaha! Thanks for those texts and hugs and "I love you"s. :D Qian Yi had to walk bare footed from marine parade to eunos. hahaa! Heels are not that good afterall eh? hahahahahaha! Pictures tomorrow(:
Pink going around with a pink balloon.

I want to Thank God for...
being bored of the computer so I can spend more time in the living room with my family.
seeing me through many difficult times.
not getting as much as last year in band. haha!
my very encouraging cell members and leader(:
so on and so forth.

What I want to do for 2009.
Love my neighbour as myself. {2009}
Spend quality time with my family.
Study and write notes for each chapter after learning.
Increase my confidence level and stop screwing up solos.
Go to the library at least once per month.
Stop skipping piano lessons without valid reasons.
Stop spending unecessary money.
Cut down on vulgarities.

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyy... Thats all I can think of for now.

2008-12-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

I know I sound mean but its all for the interest of your heart (:

I baked a peanut plus chocolate cake with my mum supervising me. The outcome was not bad. The best cake I've ever baked (:

Supposedly a section outing became seniors outing? Jing Yi, Nadiah, Qian Ling and I went to Orchard to catch Bedtime stories. We laughed and chatted while eating our lunch. The I-forgot-who brought a spring chicken to school and stuffs. I laughed like mad seriously. The movie was extremely funny. Nadiah, you look super alike with buzzy(?). Qian Ling was funny too. She can laugh out of nowhere. Never ending laughter with them. hahahahahahahaha! Fayyad and Grace came and we went to Far East. Caught my eye on some stuffs(:

Love your neighbour. I shall love all. Sermon was understandable. The whole youthnet squeezed in the middle of the hall and took photos. Our youthnet is really a whole big group of people man. But it was very cooool. Dinner today was fantastic but very very fattening. Gosh.

School starting in a weeks time. I'm not prepared yet. D: DAMN SHITTTTTTZX!

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Fayyad - I want fireworks on my birthday too. Not fairrrrrrrrr!
Yue Qin - Yeaps. Super power! :D
Angel - Sorry, we can do some new year shopping though (:
Doreen - Thanks (:
Sharon - Thanks (:
Pei Wen - hahaha! Thanks(:
Colin - I know its meaningful but still... hahahaahaha
Pearlyn - Me no like fire. omggggggggg! Damn funny. We did the sister thing today again.

2008-12-25T23:05:00.006+08:00

What a chocolate-ty Christmas! :D

On Christmas Eve (:

Had a Christmas party at mummy's office. Went down with Pearlyn and were rather late, pretty embarrassed. Everyone had already gathered there before we entered. Joined my mummy's group and set off to play "the amazing click". Its a very cooooooool game except the non stop grumbling. Their decorations were nice especially the glass art. I likeeeee (: I think I played wii most of the time. Fun fun! :D Made two new friends. :D Oh... Their laughters were super thunderous. I guess I should pick up some hokkien to blend in with others eh? They are talking languages I don't understand which is rather annoying. Brought back heavy hampers and a packet of rice. Recession. I shall learn how to make sushi! :D

CHRISTMAS!!! :D

I loveeeee Christmas and nothing will dampen my mood for Christmas (:
Woke up early to pack the chocolates and stuffs. Gift exchange with dear ones. Glad that you guys liked my photoframe! :D Pink friendshipband, I likeeeeee!
Walked around and went to Seng Kang to meet up with Pearl, Roseline and Colin. Bought the ingredients and went over to her house. Played and baked. I went bankrupt during monopoly. haha! Sorry, wasn't in the mood to play not because I'm losing. You-know-why! COLIN! You look so emo today. tskkk. Loads of ROFL moments. Most of them came from/inspired by Roseline. "Sisters ah!", "Mistress", "Maid" etc etc... Funny. Played dai di and ate dinner at her house. Roast duck during Christmas. Funny but delicious(: "Who eats roast ducks everyday?" Sour sparkling juice. lol! Its nice sparkling juice please. Had real fun today :D My mirror nice right? hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Thanks for this wonderful Christmas and gifts. Poor Colin got tortured by Roseline. Very very funny but you deserved it! Bully me somemore! HAHAHA!

Oh... Lets enjoy the fun and gifts but never to forget Jesus! :D

PICTURESSSSSS :D

Zooooooooooooo!

Mummy's office!

2008-12-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

Such a fast year.

Last Thursday.

Supposedly to be an Exotic Zes outing but it turned out otherwise. There will still be lots of chances coming round! Shin Ying, Yue Qin, Pei Wen and I went to the zoo early in the afternoon. Oh, I managed to persuade Pei Wen to get out of her house >:) I was very energetic for the whole day :D I love zoo! I always do :) I crapped non stop about stupid stuffs. Yue Qin's pooh's nose got scrubbed off! I can laugh over it till now! Power of nose scrubbing. I kind of skipped all the monkeys station as it is super common and ah meng died so theres nothing nice to see. HAHAHA! We walked almost the whole zoo. I love the show! I got to carry the snake and snap a photo. Snakes are nice to carry :D Snap snap snapped. We ate lunch and went to the childrens farm thing. The water playground is awesome. I swear if I had an extra shirt I would play with that! HAHA! That wax kampong is very interesting and disgusting. I fought with a cat. hahahahahahahaha! Inner secret! :D

Sorry for not turning up for the outing at East Coast. After I left zoo, I was not feeling very well. When I reached home, I unfortunately caught a fever. DAMN IT! I started coughing and sneezing and coughing and sneezing. What can be worst. Fever after gastric flu. !#%$@#%! I had to rest for like two days at home D:

Last Sunday.

Had a little gathering in church before service starts. Qian Yi reminded me of how stupid and retarded I was back then. Using those freaking twit languages. Embarrassing like madddddd. I was eating half tasteless pizza. Thanks for the gifts people! :D You'll get yours soon. :D We had those star lights again. Adding on to my family's collection. HAHA! It was indeed like a concert for a Christmas service. I likeee. Oh! I met Angel in church!!!! YAY! Can see you more often already :D Pearlyn came over to my house for stay over. We cooked delicious dinner. Real nice right? Esther is a potential housewife NOT. Worked with the pressies until early next morning and I finally got everything done. Though some were quite ruined by me. Sorry yea. I tried to be patient.

TODAY!

Pearl and I went from Bugis to Novena to Vivo. Walked till our legs ache like I don't know what. I had a freaking painful bruise on my last toe. !$%!%$#%! At least I bought what I wanted to buy and she bought what she wanted to buy. I love my pencil case to the maxxxxxxxxxxxx! Its so so special (: Half of the day was gone. Auntie Jenny passed me a whole load of Science guide books etc etc etc. It can fill one whole cupboard. I think I better start reading them. Pearl! I think you have lesser than me! Ate dinner together and went home. I'm ready for school! :D Except that I lost my grammer essentials. Where can that useless book be! D:

LOVE TAGS REPLIES :D

Fayyad - Who ask you go alumni bbq pit! hahahahahah! You very mean uh!
Shin Ying - Yeap. I had fun! :D Especially fighting with the cat.
Pei Wen - Yea. I can't see any horse ride anyway. Only the carriage one.
Woan Ting - I don't miss you :P
Lynn - (:

2008-12-19T13:18:00.012+08:00

Pictureeeeeeeees! :D

Combined concert with Riverside Secondary School.

We look completely different k!

Riverside and Orchid Park

Christmas party :D

To end off with the best <3